when i was just a little girl crying late at night he came into my room and told me not to cry. that one day we would get out together and i was always gonna be daddy's little girl forever. that he would never leave this hell hole without me. 6 years later i'm still sitting here crying. he left 3 nights ago. he didn't take me with him. he didn't even say good bye. he broke his promise to me. and this time i know he's not coming back. i hate him for this. for putting me through all this. doesn't he see that i need him. that he has a home here with me and that he doesn't have to leave. can't he tell that mom is saying things she doens't mean. can't he see he's killing his little girl slowly but surely. and when he refuses to talk to me does he realize how that makes me feel. i would do anything in the world to see him again. to have things back to the way they use to be. when i was daddy's little girl forever. i guess forever was shorter then i thought. it kills me inside knowing he just up and left. without taking me with him. without saying good bye...
Jamie:we all need nicknames for this trip me:ok you can be j-lap Jamie:cool me:olivia can be mini me and chelsea can be chelli olivia:ok alyssa:what about me? me:you can be a2l2y2ssa alyssa:whats that spell? olivia:OMFG me:its your name sweetheart! lol love ya girlies good times on that chorus trip!
gdilyemily posted a quote
February 5, 2007 8:59am UTC
He left me because i was playing in my band to much..then when he left i said i'll sell my gutair to pay off all those bills im really sorry he didnt care i did becuase you never know what you got till its gone then he moved away from the state and i kept calling home and he wouldnt answer one day i left him a message saying im so sorry i love you so much and i never wanted to lose you that quickly...im guessing ill never see you agian so have a nice life in New York Emily Then a few days laster i heard a knock on the door it was "him" he said i got your message and i wanted to surprise you and he did and then he came in and we started talking about what happend he kissed me after we were done talking its been 5 years,we were in highschool 5 years ago and now we have a baby coming and im getting married in 3 weeks,i had my baby and then i found out my Boyfriend was really sick with cancer or something and we didnt have enough becuase we lived in the ghetto and we had anyother baby but the wedding didnt happen becuase we was sick that day.......then the night of our wedding i was getting ready to walk up the isle and then my mom and dad and everyone screamed my almost husbend had fanted walking up the isle......he had died a few hours later at the hospital we found out that we wanted to die so he took a number amount of pills and i cried to hard i was wondering if he was suffering or he just wanted to kill himself...i miss him so much i would say in my prayers how much i want him back how much his baby boy and girl want him back her with us how sad they every night when the end of the table at dinner is empty we all want him back when they went the bed he would say to me i love you and i never want to leave you i love you 4ever and ever goodnight i never really got to see him the day of our wedding i miss him i always will the sadness of love by:Emily
i saw you look in my direction and im praying you didnt see my reaction. my eyes begin to burn and my stomach tosses and turns. my body begins to shake and my head begins to ache. my heart stops and then beats faster and i look like a total disaster. And the worst thing of all is the image that comes in my mind i see you with someone who isnt me. and all of a sudden im back to reality
i saw it comeing the day i saw her in your eyes so then why was i so surprised? i knew by the touch of your hand you were trying but apart of me was getting ready to start dieing i heard your voice whisper those three words and thats when i should have told you you dont love me. you still love her
MiSsPiGgY101 posted a quote
February 5, 2007 10:49am UTC
I don't it when people point to there wrist when they wanna know the time! I mean no one points to their crotch when they wanna know where the bathroom!!<33
cupcakedelight posted a quote
February 5, 2007 1:03pm UTC
"cause when you're holdin' me like this, im carelessly lost in your touch, i'm completely defenceless, baby, it's almost too much." -Jessica Andrews. i love this so use it well.
dreamXbrunette posted a quote
February 5, 2007 1:11pm UTC
its really no big deal, everyone hurts me. it should really be a game; 10 points if you break her heart; 50 if you make her cry; 100 points if you make her want to die && lets just say you got the high score here. </3