I'm so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine, cause truthfully, I'm not. i can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, one of my best friends, my everything..& you ruined it all in that moment. & I acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't think it did..but the tears are here & i now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world