THE MEMORiES FLOOD HER MiND THEY ALL SEEM TO COME BACK AND NOW iT'S TOO LATE EVERYTHiNG SHE KNOWS FADES TO BLACK BECAUSE SHE'S LONELY NOW THE BOY SHE LOVES LEFT HER WiTH HALF A HEART HER WRiSTS ARE BLEEDiNG NOW SHE WiSHES SHE COULD GO BACK TO THE START
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND THESE WORDS EXCEPT FOR YOU AND ME BECAUSE WE KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY'RE WORTH WE KNOW WHAT WE WANT THEM TO BE A MiLLiON MiLES COULDN'T STOP THiS AND i WOULDN'T SPEAK THESE WORDS UNLESS THEY WERE TRUE A SiMPLE GOOD-BYE SEELED WiTH A KiSS AND WHEN i GET BACK i'LL STiLL LOVE YOU BLEEDiNG WRiSTS ARE iN THE PAST YOU ONLY CHECK iT BECAUSE YOU CARE BUT NOT TRUSTiNG ME WON'T MAKE THiS LAST SO QUiT LOOKiNG FOR WHAT iSN'T THERE AND FORGET THE CHEAP LiES ABOUT ME LOViNG SOMEONE ELSE ONE DAY YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO REALiZE YOU'VE GOTTA STOP LiSTENiNG TO THEM AND LiSTEN TO YOURSELF TRY TO LOOK ME iN THE FACE AND BELiEVE FOR A MOMENT THAT i DON'T LOVE YOU WE WERE PUT TOGETHER iN THiS PLACE TO MAKE SOMETHiNG THAT WE HOLD TRUE PAST RELATiONSHiPS ARE iN THE PAST LET'S KEEP iT THAT WAY LET'S MAKE SOMETHiNG THAT WiLL TRUELY LAST WE'LL TAKE iT SLOWLY ;; DAY BY DAY
The constant feeling in my veins, utter confusion the way you smile at me talk to me, utter pleasure the way you whisper sweet words in my ear, utter bliss the way you turn around and kiss her, utterly awful reality
You said you would never leave me, even just for a little. You said you would never do anything to hurt me, So why did you lie? What did I do wrong? To deserve this. Why couldn’t we have just talked it out? Instead of you just running from it. Why did you have to ignore me? But now you will chat? Don’t have anything better to do? Cause I sure wouldn’t want to waste your time. But now the tables are turned, I don’t want anything to do with you. You didn't want to talk, you refused to answer. You wouldn't forgive, And I wont forget. Just a little cold shoulder, didn’t think I would care Boy, you were wrong. Don’t like it? Shouldn’t have done it, To late to change it. And now you are talking to me, You’re saying you are sorry; ill give you ten seconds to tell me why, You say that you love me, that you didn’t mean it. Is this true? I want to hate you, and forget about you. Find someone else to spend my life with But I can’t, I love you.
"You know how those DeBeers commercials show love as like this...this really sparkly, crazy thing? Well, I want that. I don't have that now, but I want it. Not in a stupid way, but I want all of that." - The It Girl