Why do I care so much? Why do I always try to make you love me? It's not fair that you can just throw all of the memories away and not love me anymore...but let me tell you something, it's just not that easy for me. I really loved you. You still say that you love me, but if you loved me wouldn't you be with me and make sure I was ok with you completely shattering my heart? You didn't only break my heart, but you tore apart my life. So when I call just to say Hi, and you say your to busy to talk for more than 5 seconds, just remember one of these days when your with some girl that doesn't really care about you just look back and see how muchI loved you, and wanted to be with you. I never lied or cheated. The only thing I ever did was give you my heart. Im sorry im not perfect and I know we fought and our relationship had its flaws, but i'd be willing to go through it all again just to be with you. Im sorry you never really loved me. I gave you everything and you destroyed it. I cry everynight...you smile and laugh. I think about all of our memories...you think about being single. I'm willing to die for you, and the only thing you can do is "be cool with your friends"...It kills me inside to think of us not being together, but i guess thats what you get when you truely love someone, you give them your heart and they can make your life wonderful or destory it, and i guess you just chose to destroy mine, I guess what kills me the most is that you regret me and everything we ever had. Why can't you just love me like before? I would change and be completely different just for you, but you wont give me that -->one<-- more chance, so when your lonely and have no one to love..just remember that I was the girl who would have done anything for you, but instead you chose to make me say goodbye...