When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters.
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"friends forever" she said. "friends forever" he said. eight years old and they made the vow to remain friends forever. "i need some room" she said. "i'll back away" he said. ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space. "does tommy like me?" she asked. "i'll find out" he said. twelve years old and he made the vow to find out if tommy liked her. "he doesn't love me anymore" she said. "he doesn't deserve u" he said. fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever. "i met someone today" she said "i'm happy for u" he said sixteen years old and he made the vow to be happy for her always. "im getting married" she said. "i'll be there" he said. eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace. "i got divorced yesterday" she said "im here for u" he said twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever. "why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked "i have always loved u" he said twenty two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her. "i could never love you" she said "i could never stop" he said twenty four years old and he made the vow to never love again. "i can never see u again" she said "i can never live again" he said twenty six years old and he made the vow to never live again. "im sorry" she said twenty eight years old he made the vow of silence as he lay in an open casket.
[[ iTS NOT THAT i CAN*T LiVE WiTHOUT U // iTS JUST THAT i DON*T EVEN WANA TRY \\ EVERY NiGHT i DREAM OF U // EVER SiNCE THE DAY WE SED GOODBYE \\ iF i WASN*T SUCH A FOOL // RiGHT NOW i*D BE HOLDiN U \\ THERES NOTHiN i WOULDN*T DO // BABY iF ONLY i KNEW ]]