I promised myself that when it’s over, I’d laugh at the memories. But here I am without a smile in sight. I promised myself that I would call you, just to see if you were okay, but here I am, and I can’t even dial your number. I promised myself that when it was over, I would not shed a tear, but her I am, shirt almost soaked. I promised myself I would let you go gracefully but here I am, hating myself for letting you leave. I promised myself that when it was over, I wouldn’t look back. But here I am, unable to walk forward. I promised myself I would say goodbye, but here I am still saying i love you.