i tear my heart open. i sew myself shut. my weakness is that i care too much. and the scars remind us that the past is real. i tear my heart open just to feel.
BeIn In LoVe… I love this man so much I miss his kiss And his touch But someone just took him away Even tho he wasn’t mine I wanted him to stay Hearing his voice made me so happy Every time I talked to him on the phone I couldn’t stop laughing I miss him calling me everynight Now he doesn’t call I hold to my pillow tight Trippin over this one guy I’d jus lay back and cry Because I thought I had him I thought he was finally mine Then I realized he’s been playin me this whole time He never “loved me” like he said he did Every body told me too But all u did was kid U want everything u see And u want it more than anything Then when u finally have it U leave it behind nd forget about everything But I guess its all good Cuz at least we’re still friends But I want to be more than that I want us to be together till the end I wrote down everything i felt inside So now im gonna lock my door And sit down and hide Hide, all the feelings I ever had for you Put on a smile But only for a while Until I come home I can switch it upside down Lay back in bed Nd then here comes the frown And then I start cryin again Lik I do every day My friends try to tell me That everythings gonna be okay But they don’t understand Its not gonna be okay Until u love me the same way Maybe sumday u’ll jus think about it and see That love of your life is me!!