Momma, you were nothing to me,eccept a heart filled with hell , and the abuse you put me threw , I'm done , for real ,a sad way to leave you , but you broke me up to many times, you made me cry , I give you all the memories of pain , and hell you once gave me , so your out of my head . You hurt me , and my brother , who saved my life so many fortunate times , like the time you tried to drown me in our pool ... you remember your little golf club inncident with my brother. And how he ran away , and I didn't see him for 1 year , do you remember when you abandoned me for 5 years and I never heard a word sense "One North" , or you'd just leave without saying goodbye , or maybe the time you told me I was a mistake .. do you recall all the times you made me cry , I just sat up all night crying , I became so sick , I was taken to the hospital . You put me through alot and when Jenny took me to live w/ my father I still thought about how happy I was with you even though the abuse you put me threw , well I live here now , and I'm never trusting you again , one to many times I believed you were my "Mother" but you are the devil in my eyes , I no longer see the need in a mother , after all I lived w/o you for 5 years , I will live w/o you forever now , the abuse you put me threw only made me stronger.