x3_dRiA posted a quote
February 21, 2005 8:09am EST
I get back into bed, moving calmly and efficently now, lie on my stomach, and pull the covers over my head. Inside the dark blanket tent, I fold the pie plate in half, press it flat, bend it back and forth,back and forth, like I'm following a recipe,back and forth until the fold is crisp. When I rip it, it gives way eaisly and I have two neat halves, each with a jagged edge. I lay my index finger lightly on the edge of one half,testing it. It's rough and right. I bring the inside of my wrist up to meet it. A tingle crawls across my scalp. I close my eyes and wait. But nothing happens. There's no release. Just a weird tugging sensation. I open my eyes. The skin on my wrist is drawn up in a wrinkle, snagged on the edge. I pull it in the other direction and a dull throbbing starts in my wrist. I hold my breath and push down on the piece of metal. It sinks it neatly. A sudden liquid heat floods my body. The pain is so sharp,so sudden, I catch my breath. There's no rush, no relief. Just pain, a keen,plusing pain. I drop the pie plate and grasp my wrist with my other hand, dimly aware even as I'm doing it that this is something I've never done before. Never tried to stop the blood. And it's never not worked. Cut by: Patricia McCormick This book is a really good book about a girl who cut's her self..it's very real-life.
x3surrender posted a quote
February 21, 2005 8:12am EST
Never let the fear of striking out .. keep you from --» playin the game * -Cinderella Story- editZ- line 1: leave alone line 2: bold the U line 3: bold both the O's line 4: bold the P and the H line 5: leave alone
x3surrender posted a quote
February 21, 2005 8:19am EST
Life takes yur dreams and turns them upside down..-- Friends talk about yu,when yur not around.. People make promises they just cant keep.. And i've come to realize..talk is * cheap * edit it howeva yu want.
All the school and all the work paid of cuz its 2005 Thys yeer were walken to the diploma happy we made it out alive All the work paid off a whole new life starts All the tears were worth it even the broken hearts Take one last walk down the high school halls And go to the new life of college and work that calls
Momma, How could you lie? Did you know that the secret made me break down and cry? I didn't know you still did that, Even when you told me you quit, Sometimes I wish you should burn in hell for this, You lie to your own child, Never the less me, Can't you see, I never again will trust you, And you will never get to hug me or kiss me on my cheek
roses are read, cactuces are green, this is my computers answering macheine; so leave a message at the tone& i'll reply when i get home (looks cute w/ black backround have the first verse in red seconed in green and third in bright blue!!!)