If you have an opinion, I don't care.
And if you want me to change my mind think twice,
because its not going to change.
You may know about all of my countless stories,
And all the ways he broke my heart and I forgave him.
And you are probably wondering why that I still go on like this day by day,
but if you were me I'm sure you would know, it's not easy to the row the boat that is always sinking.
You may think I'm dumb, gay, or retarded for not moving on,
I want to call you the same for being so mean and trying to make up my mind for me.
When he hurts me so bad and I feeling like crying, he only goes ahead and finds this odd way to make me love him more.
I've realized now that I'm more forgiving than understanding, and more jealous than ever.
If you all left me alone, and stopped asking for me to change my mind maybe I wouldn't be that angry.
But yet, I sit in the distance as you hold hands with that "other" girl, and you tell me what you do with her.
I would rather not know your life with her to tell you the truth I only care about you.
And when that you say I can get someone better than you I just cant believe it.
What makes it even worse is you telling me this.
And all of my friends, who once supported me, are now no where near me and their talking so negative that I want to scream!
The times that we talked, before all this happened, how I wish that I could go back to the times before.
I wonder if that I would have been better off not knowing you.
I cry at night and glance out my window at the stars up above, and even my birthday cakes I find myself wishing for you, it's corny but true.
I Might have it bad, but at least it's true.
No matter what ill always have a special place in my heart for you…
(c) Dani
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