I trukey dont know how to help you. I've known you for so long. I used to know the way you were, but now that you is gone. No more of us playing around, and having a good time. Now all there is to do is look at you, sad, depressed, and not knowing what to do next. You tel me of what's going on, and i totally understand. But i have no clue in the world how to help you through this tough time of yours. I sit here writting this, trying not to cry, but every word i say right now is just another reason to make me want to die. I hate to see you go through this. Like the way you are. I cannot sleep at night, i am too worried about you, and what you might do. I would do anyhting in the world to find a way to help you. But it just isnt working. The only thing i have to give, is my heart. It is open to you anytime you need to talk. So please know i love you. And will always be here for you. Always
--> i love you so much baby....
and i cry at night knowing i cant help...
ShannOn x3