I wonder what people would say if they saw the real me, and not who I have pretended to be. There are so many emotions that run as deep as oceans in my soul, some wanting to do right, some wanting to do wrong, Im just so messed up inside, and I feel so confused about the world... like Im not a part of it, just standing on the outside looking in. So many things have happened in the last year, I dont know if I can take much more of this.
--> didnt make it up but it describes me