yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6628250
I want to
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MyTruth · 1 decade ago on quote 6628250
ok so in 7th grade therr was a girl who i was friends with. she loved hanging out with this boy who had a bad house. one day she convinced me to lie to her grandparents so that we chould hang out with him. she started putting me down and made it very clear that if i didnt lie to her grandparents she would beat me up. so i did. and every day she would act all nice when we were in her house and then she would have me say we were going to my house and then we would go to his. in his she would plsy with all his hightec games. one day he pushed me on the ground and he humped me and grabed at my shirt and sat on my back. i would try to run but he would stop me. i would try to not go into his house but she would give me threts. i started taking other stops but she would be there and drag me back to her grandparents house, spraning my ancle. then it all just stopped...but i never told anyone. over the summer i developed suicidal thoughts and soon i started cutting. and i feel like i cant tell any of this to my friends.
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MyTruth · 1 decade ago on quote 6628250
big house not bad house
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6628250
my story

hi my names makenzie. I'm not that old only 13. So i dont really have a story but here goes.

it started at 5/6 my sister always told me i was the worst thing to have ever happened to her. being so young i believed it. She told me i was unwanted and she hated me. I used to cry daily. Then getting older now 7/8 i started to feel alone. My friends seemed to get more and more distant. I pretty much erased that from my memory. but that was the year i started to dance. I guess you could say that made things easier for me. 9/10 my sister started to go through hard times. She made it though fine and i thought i could be strong like her. This year i told my mom what she used to say to me. My mom would hold me tight saying it wasnt true. I kindda felt like i ruined my sister though and that guilt is still with me. i also had my first crush this year. he and i are friends now. 11/12 my first year of middle school. things were going fine i got my old band teacher back and this year i found my writing. my hand started to be covered in writing. i always got yelled at for this. the best thing though. I met my best friend last year we havent know each other long but it feels like weve know each other forever. She is pretty much my other half and she means so much to me. now 12/13 seventh grade present time.

This is the hardest to write. My friend really close friend started to complain about how i had emotions so i locked my self out became hidden. I realized how shy i really am and that girl stuck. We fought and fought so i called it off told her i couldnt do it. She freaked and went running to my best friend. She did introduce me to my other best friend. Brook. It was me brook and paige for a while. Until Paige started to date. then it was me and brook. Paige was violated while she had her first bf of the year. Her boyfriend laughed. She hid away for a while. Only talking to me. Then I started to like the guy im pretty sure i love. She said i needed to check who is more important. She stopped talking to me. My best friend. So i turned back to the girl who complained about my emotions. We made up. I tried to open up. Only to be shot down by Trevor my ex and friend. He made me feel useless and at that point I was shut up from the world. this made Paige see she hurt me. We made up saying we were both sorry and it was just stupid. Then my friend turned again. So i was with paige and brook. I started to lean on brook and she leaned on me. So trusts me and I trust her. She showed me her cuts and she says that I gave her enough hope to stop. she cut free now. We were fine for a while. Untill a few days ago. I needed someone to go to and I couldnt go to Paige seeing as she was to busy with her boyfriend her new one. I was happy for her. I couldnt get a hold of brook so i went to the last person i knew i could. My ex friend. I needed to know if people really called me a psycho behind my back. Our conversation ended with her saying she never trusted me. My mom started to treat me liek nothing so I built my walls back up and countless amounts of times almost cut. but god do i have the best friends in the world. they told me if i did they would be by my side and try to help me like i help them. so now today. I let them fall. My walls. I let myself out. And i was happy for the first time in a while. Now I'm sitting her writing this all out knowing no one will read this all the way through. Telling the strangers that do things only two people know. I'm telling my witty family who i am and im not ashamed of an of it
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6619716
Yeah the answer is no...
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6596591
then its even more amazing i wanted to be a smart alic and comment this :D
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xcortneyx · 1 decade ago on quote 6596591
I know XD but it's weird how that actually happened to me!
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6596591
like a phone on silent
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xcortneyx · 1 decade ago on quote 6596591
Okay it's weird that you say that because I put my phone down this morning and forgot where I put it so I called it and it was on silent, after about a half an hour I remembered where it was! XD I'm a smart kid!
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6596591
then its even more amazing i wanted to be a smart alic and comment this :D
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xcortneyx · 1 decade ago on quote 6596591
I know XD but it's weird how that actually happened to me!
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6572818
I have an iphone id live
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6567689
I didnt get to read it :(
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6566243
or matter how many times she gets kidnapped
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6564450
Umm all i can notice is how its like your story on wattpad Dont Give Up but its stilll and AMAZING story
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6542264
umm beautiful but it really doesnt matter
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6474817
llalalalallalalalall
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6460594
Doesnt mean he didnt write and send them
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6458531
Bye scarlet get out of the story
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6453534
Notify
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6435724
that made my day
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6435028
head high chin up show him what hes missing i promise things arent hard forever
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6417859
omg
soooo good
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6417575
overly good
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 1
omg i was 4
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yourbeutiful__trustme · 1 decade ago on quote 6417610
some people are scared for there lives about what would happen if they tell anyone...
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huggable_Mamaz · 1 decade ago on quote 6417610
true its jus a qoute -.-
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