I'm not sure where to begin with my feelings for you. I've known you since 3rd grade. I consider you one of my best guy friends. You're the only boy I can truly say that I ever "loved." The rest were just temporary. You're forever. We've never had a fight before, isn't that amazing? We've never gotten mad at each other. We just get along so well. I feel so carefree with you. I feel like I can tell you anything, and you'd understand. You wouldn't judge me. Not like everyone else. I trust you. I feel comfortable with you. Neither of us has had their first kiss yet, and when I think of yours being with anyone besides me, I get jealous of whoever that might be someday. Because I don't want it to be them, I want it to be me. And you know what's amazing? I never thought I would feel this way about you, ever. I guess that's how love works. It's unexpected, and with the most unexpected people. That's when it's the best, and true. I know this sounds crazy, but I could even see myself marrying you. I'm not the only one. 5 different people have said to me, "You two are going to get married someday." And not jokingly, dead serious. This is how I feel. I don't know if you feel the same. I know at one point you did, and I'd like you to feel that way now. Please don't reject me. I love you. & If only I could text him that.
I don't understand. You can vent out on me, and ask for advice. I gladly give it. But whenever I need to vent? Whenever I need advice? You don't care. It's all about you. It's not fair. I don't understand(OneDirection)