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We were on the bus &
A boy in my year was upset, he had his earphones in, music blasting & hood up. His family were having issues & he wasn't coping too well with it. Another boy in my year said to me "Shannon you didn't even act like that when your dad died". I nodded & agreed when really my world came crashing down they day my dad died. Everything about me & my life changed. I stopped hanging with my friends all the time, i started to push them away. I started to self-harm. I learned how to use a smile, a fake one. No one could notice anything different about me, thats how good it was. Everyone would assume i was okay, the only time they knew i wasn't was when i told them straight up how i felt. They would usually reply "I know how you feel, don't worry". They honestly didn't know how i felt, they still don't. They haven't lost their dad or mum. They don't understand what it's like to have someone that close and special taken away from you, knowing you will never see them again. When things start to look better for you, the slightest thing can bring it all back. All the memories, the bond you had. Everyone experiences things differently, so don't judge someone for the way they act when it comes to their life. You don't know what it's like, some people are better hiding it than others, while some don't hide it at all.
R.I.P Daddy 12.07.2010</3