SHE Is laying in bed with the door locked. The curtains are drawn and the lights off. The Notebook is in the DVD player. An empty tub of ice cream is on the floor Next to dozens of crumpled tissues. Shes got her music blasting, So no one can hear her sobs. Her fingertips are smudged with black From wiping away mascara stained tears. Shes replaying their last conversation thinking I'll never get him back. HE Is sitting on the edge of his bed with the door locked. The curtains are drawn and the lights off. Call of Duty in his xBox. The controller is laying on the floor, Right beneath the spot where he nearly Punched the wall in his own frustration. He's got the music blasting so loud So nobody can hear his cries. His hair's a mess from running his fingers through it. And he's replaying their last conversation thinking she'll never take me back.
When you left, I fought with everything I had to keep you When I realized you were gone, I killed myself, holding on to the memories, and the feelings that I still had, just incase you came back. But now, I want to forget you, forget us and I cant. It's like I've been trying so hard to keep you that It's automatic anymore. I don't even want you, but nothing that i do can make me let go. I still think about you when that song comes on, or when i'm sitting by a fire. I still hold my breath when my phone goes - hoping that its you. Instead of asking myself how to get you back, i'm asking how to let you go. This hold you have on me is ridiculous.. I don't love you anymore, but I still think about us day in and day out. I guess i just have to accept that you will always be there, in the back of my mind or somewhere in my heart. I'm kidding myself thinking that I could ever truly let go *long but worth the read*
What_ever posted a quote
April 14, 2011 11:41pm UTC
When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant everyday until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you
Love isn't perfect. it isn't a fairytale. or a storybook.& it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles,facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. it is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define,& impossible to live without. love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute,& every second was worth it because you did it together.
& I think I am about to give up. Give up on trying, Give up on life. I am just done.There is nothing else I can do anymore. My insides hurt so much because of you and I can't handle it . I don't feel loved, and that is all I really want. I can't handle being just friends or talking on the phone for hours and than the next day I am nothing to you. I can't take this pain anymore. Why do you do this to me? Just why? :/ ♥
TinaVanni posted a quote
April 14, 2011 11:22pm UTC
The difference between being in love & loving somebody... when you're in love, you fool yourself into thinking that person is perfect, and you choose to ignore their imperfections. when you actually love someone, you can see both the good & bad, and you love them for not only the parts about them that you're in love with, but you're in love with every single little flaw too. jayciecutie01's format
I love my boyfriend. ♥ We may not last forever, we may not last at all. We may be together forever, even when the sky begins to fall. I'll tell you here and now, I love him with all of my heart. I could've told you then, and again, that I loved him from the S T A R T *mine*
What_ever posted a quote
April 14, 2011 11:48pm UTC
Love isn't perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook & it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on & never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, & impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, & every second was worth it because you did it together <3
lover9396 posted a quote
April 15, 2011 1:32am UTC
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
i used to stay awake for you now I'm tired as helll. i let you in & again where no body goes. another side of me a part of me that no body knows. babyyy you choked & you froze you're suuccch a fooool. & i hate myself for lovinggg you. </3