It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember ♥
don't give up on something, you can't go a day without thinking about<3
Hey guys im heather! I get called feather alot too. So im your typical girl i love to be around friends and i love to party! My best freinds name is linda and she is amazingg you should check out her accoun its "doyouknowthemuffinman" I have alot of ups and alot of downs and there is nothing that i cant get through.When you lose someone very close to you, you learn that if you can get through that then nothing else is gonna stop you. I lost my mother january 11,2011 around 3;30 a.m to lung cancer,bone cancer, and brain cancer. I still feel her here and i know she is with me all the time. anyways if you need help just come to me and i will try my best!
i feel like i dont belong anywhere.. i dont belong living with my gma i dont belong living with my dad i dont belong with my family i dont belong with my friends i belong with my mom buut shes in heaven, annd i caant waiit to see heer wheen i do cuz i miss heer so muuch<3
i dont know whats been up with me,havent quit been the same these past few months and i dont knoww whhy. someone please help me cuz im getting scared of who im becoming and im scared i wont be able to save myself before its too late.
ive honestly lost all hope..im givin up right now.. first i lose my mother less then three and a half hours after my birthday then i lose my great aunt about three months later another three months later i loose my great grandfather thats not it tho,, why would it be?? now i have to lose him to my own stupidity </3 i dont know how i can do this,..
last night he turned to his mom and said "this girl, i absolutely love this girl, she is perfect." his mom turned around and said "i know I can tell you love her" me,,i was just standing there in the corner with a giant smile(: i love him so much<3
because he's the reason i stopped, even thought he was the reason i started he was the reason i got rid of it even though he was the reason i got it back i dont know if this makes sence but... where the hell am i goin with this?!
last night i threw away all my hard work.. i dont know why i did.. its not gonna bring her back its not gonna make him forgive me its not gonna stop the way i feel its not gonna make me feel like im worth anything... all i know is now i can never take it back and i am never going to be able to forget it now..