My boyfriend knows I relapsed.
But he didn't get mad,
Or tell me to stop.
Instead he replied
"Did you reach your goal of 100?"
"No" -Me
"Did you get more than last time?"
"No" -Me
"How many did you get last time,
And how many did you get this time?"
"64 Last time, 31 this time." -Me
"Woe those are big numbers!
What is your goal this time?"
"10 days, because it took everything in me to stop myself. This time." - Me
":( Your killing me here.
Isn't there anything else other than pain
That helps you?"
"No, I've tried everything." -Me
"What about the power of LOVE?"
"Yeah that works most of the time,
Trust me,
I wouldn't even be trying to stop
If it wasn't for you.
But when I get in these kinds of moods,
Nothing is going to stop me." -Me
"I'm going to make you a notebook."
"A notebook?" -Me
"Yep. I'm going to write a bunch of sappy stories,
And love quotes in a book.
And you can read it when you get sad,
And it will make you smile."
"That is the cutest thing I've ever heard." -Me
This is true love.
nmf