My Forever From the first time we talked, I really didn't know you'd mean so much to me or that I'd never let you go. I never thought I'd have perfection now, and I still can't completely understand how you know me more than I know myself, or how you get me better than anyone else. You're always there saying everything will be alright, I think of you when I look up at the stars each night. I love how my heart beats fast every time we kiss, and missing you is hard, I'll admit. Time goes too fast and I want to stop the clock, but one thing I know for sure is you'll always be my rock. And when I look into your eyes as you run your hands in my hair, it's then that I realize no other fairytale could ever compare. I feel like the luckiest girl ever and life couldn't be better, now that I know I've found my forever ♥
I knew it would be hard, but not this hard. Saying goodbye to you was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, regardless of the fact I know I'll see you soon. Just know that even though you just started your freshman year in college and I'm here waiting for my junior year in highschool to start, I'm not letting this go. A few hours distance isn't going to ruin this amazing relationship we've built. I love you with all of my heart and would walk to the ends of the earth just to see you. "Risk it all, cause I'll catch you if you fall. Wherever you go, if my heart was a house you'd be home." I love you baby, always&forever♥
One more month. That's all I have left with him before he goes to college. I'm really trying not to think about how hard it's going to be when he goes, but it's really hard. I don't want to ruin the time we have left. I'm just not ready to say goodbye...
*laying down on the couch with my boyfriend* him: knock knock me: who's there? - he farts - me: one of the many reasons i love you this is the type of relationship ive been looking for...its perfect. i love being comfortable around someone, we can be silly, serious, laugh at each other all the time, but at the end of the day when we look into each others eyes, we both know we're crazy in love
what does love feel like? there's really no other way to describe it. it's like that feeling you get when you open your first present on Christmas morning, except you feel that way every time you look at the person.
& after hours of cuddling, watching movies, and going to get frozen yogurt, it was time for him to leave. i walked him to the door, and he gave me a kiss goodnight, and started walking to his car, when he grabbed my hand and pulled me outside. it was cold, so i started shivering and he wrapped his arms around me. i put my head on his chest and closed my eyes when he pointed toward the sky and said "look how bright it is, the moon makes everything look so nice right now, so perfect." we stood there for a few minutesuntil he really had to go, he gave me one last kiss and said "see you soon, kayla, goodnight and thank you for everything." i watched him pull out the driveway, turned around, shut the door, and realized that even though we're not together, this is more perfect than anything i could have imagined. and yes, i love him.