Mom i wanna go home now
~Mom i wanna go home
please let me go and roam
im too scarred out here alone
it's scary out here it chills me to the bone
if u think u can help me now then how come u didnt help me three weeks ago
ill let that go
but please dont let me plea
i know im ready to be free
momma let me go
and this time please dont say no
plz dnt tell papa im gone he scares me to much
sometimes i feel like i loose my sence of touch
momma i know ull miss me but here
take this shirt, its still stained from my tear
u know, before.....
its the last shirt i wore
u know when i died
it was in ur arms and u had cried
i still remember that day liek yesterday
i was on my last breath while u said i love u hun but i was already on my way...
you know in this domain
oh momma that day i was in soo much pain
plz mamma, i dnt want to have to feel that much pain as i did that day
momma u better pray...
oh momma i went to rome..
but i still wanna go home
the shirt will keep me in ur mind
oh stop ignoring this like ur blind....
im ur only child
when i go up there i want u to be beguiled
you know at the funeral when they poured that water on me i found out that it was holy water
OH mamma i wanna go home
i dnt trust anybody here there to creepy
most of these people that r dead r still weepy
and i also c danny
remember who gave us the dog? granny..
u said danny ran away?
shes right here next to me she loves me like the time she was still at the house u remember that day?
she still has her baby u know the stuffed teddy bear
the one with the tear
well momma he's here u know god.....
he's given me a nod...
i should go
and i will watch u and let u know
he says he'll take care of me
well will u let me free
maybe i can c how grandma is
grandma's missing us too god says
she isnt around this place but i think shes in heaven
mom im leaving....
i love you....
goodbye and remember god is true....
oh darlin no
u dnt need to go
i want u hear nowhere else oh baby plz stay with me
plz dont leave me not in this degree
i know ur scared baby but dnt worry
noone will hurt u there, oh come back and hurry
i love u too darling but u can manage, plus u can stay with me in my mind
nowhere else and let the courage to forget u come to me and intertwined
i couldnt do anything 3 weeks ago
wow its already been 3 weeks oh i dont want u to go
time flys when ur alone in this house
ill i do in here is listen to this mouse
i hope we can forget bout that moment i never meant it to happen
it was the biggest misshapen
i love u and i could never let anything happen to u
hun u know i cant let u go i dont have the will or the power to
u might be feeling it but u can stay little longer
baby i dnt wanna be alone wait till momma gets stronger
im sad when ur not tlking to me
i cant let u go free
hun ur my ownly daughter i dnt wanna loose u
ur the greatest thing that happen to me i dont even know wat to do
dnt worry bout that low life dump
all he is, is a big grump
he will never be around ur bedroom or us again
hes gonna get wat he deserves, he's being contain
i love this shirt i gave this to u on ur 3rd birthday
i cant believe ur 4th ti feels like when u were born was yesterday
u know it took me forever to get them stains out
i never liked them, they always made me pout
and they scarred me
its better now and ur right it keep u in my memory
i felt so helpless when u were in my arms i wanted to do sumthing but ... they said i couldnt im soo srry baby i almost went on a nut
i never wanted this to happen and i now im in fear
oh baby dnt think bout it just stay here
ill make sure noone hurts u again
but baby u r home this is home dnt leave me im in pain
i have a place for u to be in
i know u dnt need space to live it's a place where grandma's been
but i can do anything for u just stay with me
i wont let u go please take my plea
but i wanna tlk to u
i want u to tell me the view
i wanna know how ur doing at all times
is there any crimes?
the ppl wont hurt u there nice
u know i said dnt tlk to strangers u remember that advice?
well this case its alright
they wont hurt u there to busy on their own fright
there the nice ppl i know u dont know much but who's friend and foe
hun theres soo much in life u need to know
when ppl die its not always happy
like u died and u were crappie
and sum ppl just cant handle it
im srry i lied bout danny she was actually hit
and i miss her so much
im glad u two can touch
i couldnt tell u she died
u couldnt believe how much i cried
i had to give u sum hope that she'll come back
i didnt want you to begin thinking all black
oh hun dnt leave me
im crying hun please take my plea
plzz dnt leave
i love u too much and ive been in to much grieve
oh god,god dnt take her yet
i still wanna c her and tlk to her oh im in soo much regret
oh baby i miss mom too
i hope u two have fun in heaven i hope she's done with that flu
and tell grandma i love her and i love u too
oh god, y does this happen to me i will never turn new
oh im going to miss u honey
till this day not a single person will find me funny
i love u too..
and goodbye to you... ~
All credit goes to my friend ryxry !!! He is an amazing writer....Please tell me or him what you think of this poem !=) He spent alot of time on this poem i know its long but its really amazing !!
Thank you all !!!
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