While the ball is dropping on New Year's Eve, I'm going to say how I really feel in single word texts. I'm telling him the truth. And if he doesn't want to accept it, in 2012, I can always say that I'm over it, cause it was 2011. But if he accepts it, then he'll have the perfect beginning to 2012.
So I'm not good enough for you? Oh, I'm sorry that I'm not the girl who will do whatever you want her to. I'm sorry that I'm not the girl with the biggest boobs, or the girl whose tops are only tubes. I'm sorry that I'm not the most gorgeous one, you said that I was cute but I guess that's said and done. I'm sorry that I wait until I'm dating someone to kiss them, I thought you said the fact I would wait made me a gem. I'm sorry that I can be awkward at times, and I'm sorry I like to come up with little rhymes. I hope you realize that you're not the only one for me, you have competition, but that doesn't mean that we can't be. As you leave me to go for her, I hope those words you shared with me give you something to remember. I hope you realize the moment when you realize you two don't last, you won't come back to me since I'm a part of the past.
I've been on witty for over 2 years, Although I knew about it for almost 3. As I look back at all of my old quotes, I remember the way I was in 6th grade & how I'd spend my nights making perfect quotes. I'm now in 9th grade, almost fifteen, and I had this since I was 11. I realized how much life changes within the matter of 2 years. & I just felt it necessary to share my witty story, & that it's amazing to look back at your old quotes. (:
This goes to all the runners: Since we don't get much credit. It goes to the ones who live to cross the finish line& when they compete you won't forget it. It goes to the ones who fight through the pain &don't mind when people tell you that you're insane. It's for the ones who trade in heels for spikes, dresses for running tanks,& soda for water. It goes to the ones who don't mind training,even if the weather's hotter. This one's for the runners who'd rather go on a run than hang out at a mall. This one's for the runners who'd trade in Teen Vogue for Runner's World. These words are for all my runner girls.
[& I JUST WANNA SHOW YOU] »» She don't even know you She's never gonna love you like I want to . &&You just see right through me, but if you only knew me.... We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable. ♥ Instead of just invisible... Invisible-Taylor Swift. Highlight, Ninjas(:
Calling someone 'ugly' doesn't make you PRETTIER. Calling someone 'fat' doesn't make you SKINNIER. Saying someone has acne doesn't make your skin CLEARER. Calling someone 'poor 'doesn't make you RICHER. Saying someone's horrible doesn't make you BETTER. & Saying someone's dumb doesn't make you SMARTER.
What hurts the most... When you said that you loved me, but yet you moved on. You promised you wouldn't play me, but it only took you a few days later to fall for her. It's painful for me because you&her makes me feel like she's better than me and like I'm useless. You said I was beautiful and amazing, but you didn't even fight for me. You just let go. And it hurts, because I still love you more than anything.... and this puts tears in my eyes and questions asking why. Why did you do this to me? If you loved me, you never would've hurt me. & I guess it's partially my fault, because I said I moved on, but I didn't.&You said I was the first girl you loved, but you never proved it. You like her, but... You said that you loved me...</3
Does anyone have that one song? You know, that one song that reminds you of him, because he said it reminded him of you? & You cannot stand to listen to it, and every time it comes on, you hold your ears, and once it's over it feels like you just won the lottery? Because I know I do.</3
There are so many ways that you annoy me... You played me, you fell for someone else, you never realized everything I was capable of. You think you're the coolest person on the planet, yet the majority of people I know don't like you. You treated me like crap. You'd ignore me. You'd tell me things you clearly didn't mean [you said you loved me, but you left me]. You'd constantly talk to other girls, yet you would get mad at me if I talked to 1 other guy. You talked about me behind my back. You wouldn't let me fix things. There are so many things about you that I love... You said you loved me. You made me feel like I was actually beautiful for once. You're athletic, like me. You said I was the first girl you actually loved. Your smile would always brighten up my day. Your arm around me made me feel like I was on top of the world. Your words would always outweigh everyone else's. I was in love with you. And it was amazing. The way you said those song lyrics were meant for me. You would actually care about what I said. You' made me feel so happy. I thought my life couldn't have been better. We were perfect. </3 We started to change, and you didn't fight for me... You didn't understand who you had. You didn't let me fix things. You don't even know how miserable I've been without you. But you were the one who let go, and I know one day, You'll regret this. I might say I am over you, but truthfully I'm not. Because when I said, "I love you," I meant it, unlike you. & Secretly, all I want is for you to take me back.
Tonight I realized so much. I realized that there's always the guy who isn't the cutest, but yet they have the most amazing personality, and know how to brighten up your day any day. I noticed that, the guy that I "loved" wasn't worth it. He clearly wasn't aware of who he had right in the palm of his hand. I realized that everyone possesses a talent, &the person you love doesn't underes- timate what your capabilities are. They know how incredible you are, and don't put themselves above you. They always put you first, no matter what. & The one who "loves" you will always fight for you, they'll take your attempts of trying to fix things. & Most importantly, I realize that everyone is beautiful & simply amazing in their own way. <3 Yeah, sure, we might not have met before, but I know for a fact that you're capable of becoming something great. Even though we don't know each other, you're amazing(: Smile, cause you're beautiful. <3 Please read it. That's all I ask for.