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THIS is my true story. I am going to document every single event that occurs. I wanted to be his girl not one of his girls. After telling me he loved me and that I would be his one and only, he decides to tell others differently. I AM THE LAST ONE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. All I can say is let the games begin CJ.
I need to get away. The pain is just following me and it's making me not want to stay. I want to run off in the middle of the night. All alone where nobody can find me is where I will be. Alone by myself so nobdy can have the ability to hurt me. This all sounds like a dream. A little cottage snug and quiet. All I wish was for it to be real.
And that was the day she crashed down. Life was so confusing to her; too many question were still left to be answered, and too many fights had to yet be fixed. She had had enough; didn't want to deal with all the drama anymore. The worstpart of it all was that she was the one changing; not everyone else. But nobody would have known that she was hurting inside. Everyday she entered school with a smile plastered on her face. But that was the day she ran all the way home, jumped on her bed, blasted the radio, and b r o k e . nmq
I think--I think when it's all over, It just comes back in flashes, you know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said or anything he did, It was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again. But I don't know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. It was losing me.
Then there was Him... Chapter 1 I moved to Lakewood this summer a few months after my mother passed away. Over those few months, my life and world spiraled out of control. I didn't know what to do with life. It's been seven months since she has been gone. In those seven months I got a lip, nose, eyebrow, and cartlidge piercing. I also got six tattos, one dedicated to my beautiful mother. I despised the idea of moving. Leaving my childhood home, the memories, my friends, memories, and most of all leaving behind my life to begin a new one. Of course I didn't expect an easy first day becase, well, I wasn't your average girl. I liked screamo and rock music and was a total individual unlike all the other girls at this plastic school. My schedule was horrible like really child development? When would I ever use this in life? I went to my first class and took a seat in the last row. I wished that I never had to move. My red curled hair was sitting perfectly on my shoulders as I looked out the window. I heard people whispering things about me like "who's the physco chick" or "look at the new school freak". I honestly didn't care though. I didn't want to be there as much as they didn't want me there.The class immeadiatly turned silent as a tall boy with black hair that swept over his face and magical blue eyes came in. He had alot of tattos covering both of his arms. He also had an eyebrow,lip,and tounge piercing. He also had gages. He was beyond gorgeous. And when he took the seat next to mine,I died a little inside. I had butterflies.
Then there was Him... Prologue You would think after a crazy year in hell, moving would be great. I thought I would be able to have a fresh start. New friends, nobody knowing about my past, new everything. It just seemed to good to be real but boy I couldn't be more wrong. As glamourous and amazing as being the new girl sounds it's not and I, Mkenna Lawerance, am going to tell you the story through my eyes and own expieriences of the hell that comes with being the new girl.
quiz 10 Favorites • Favorite Color: pink or anything neon Favorite Food: icecream and bread • Favorite Band: Kicking Daisies • Favorite Show: Awkward • Favorite Sport: Skiing (I'm not really into sports :b) • Favorite Season: Every except Spring • Favorite Day of the Week: Saturday • Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Strawberry and Vanilla and Cookie Dough • Favorite Time of Day: late in the night 9 currents • Current Mood: anxious/nervous • Current Taste: none • Current Clothes: Shorts, swimsuit top • Current Computer: HP laptop but on moms toshiba • Current Finger/Toenail Color: silver and baby pink • Current day: Wednesday • Current Surroundings: my messy room • Current Annoyance(s): summer ending, school starting • Current Thought: Why can't summer last forever? 8 Firsts • First Best Friend (s): Niki, Brooke, Peter, Brandon, Amanda, Lauren • First crush this school year: Chris and Jeff • First Screen Name: koolkid2907 • First Pet: my dog Nick • First Piercing: ears • First Thing You Did Today: wake up • First Thing You Ate Today: a hagendaz icepop • First School: St.Chris 7 Lasts • Last Food Consumption: icepop • Last Car Ride: yesterday • Last Text Message: I forget • Last Movie Seen: The Dilemma Last Item Bought: Boots Nailpolish and Belts Last CD Played: Justin Bieber Mistletoe • Last Website: witty and urban outfitters 6 Have You Evers • Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yes • Have You Ever Broken the Law: no • Have You Ever Been Arrested: no • Have You Ever Been on TV:i think so •Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass door: of course • Have You Ever Sat On The Roof: yes 5 Places You've Been To -Dominican Republic -Cayman Islands -Aruba -Florida -CapeCod 4 Things You're Wearing: shorts and a swim top • You Did Last Night: sleep music talk to jeff • What Can You Hear Right Now: my friend Hannah's voice • You Can't Live Without: Music 3 People You Can tell anything to • Sara • Eric •Hannah 2 Choice • 1. black or white: white • 2. hot or cold: hot 1 Love • what first love or someone you love Eric Current love is none
You're Perfect Chapter 3 Jennie. She annoyed me the minute I met her. She was all peppy and sorta seemed like she was on a sugar high or something. I probably had a bit of a mood because I do not enjoy change or new people, but something about her just seemed, off or not right. I couldn't quite put my finger on what it was though. She was average height, asain, and seemed to have style. When I left I told one of my best friends Sara about her and she had a different impression of Jennie. She thought she was a sweet girl who was nervous. I just knew Jennie wasn't whom she seemed to be. THE FIRST DAY OF FRESHMAN YEAR I was learning my way around with my new schedule and to my luck and advantage I only had two classes with Jennie. I also had two classes with Chris. When I was in World History I had a gut feeling telling me something weird was going to happen. I walk out of the classroom as soon as the bell rang and in the middle of the hallway I see Chris and Jennie standing in a flirty hug. My stomach fell to the floor. I was beyond hurt and knew Jennie was going to be challenge for me this year. She was walking by Sara and I saying how sweet and kind he is which made me want to rip her hair out. I didn't even realize he hugged her also but I just focused mainly on Jennie. I would just IM Chris later and ask him what was going on. I didn't expect anything to happen
You're Perfect Chapter 2 It was the day of orientation. It came quicker than I could've imagined. I was so nervous instead of butterflies dancing in my stomach it was more like a herd of elephants charging. I was the first person to arrive at school for orientation. The school was grades 5-12 and freshmans were ultimatly required to go even though we knew the building. I arrived early so I can catch up with some of my favorite teachers before orientation started. As my friends started to arrive, I got a weary feeling, worried about Chris' arrival. As I was sitting at one of the cafeteria tables, I looked over and saw him walk in with a smile that was just so beautiful. He also looked nervous. I got up and said "Hey Ginge" as he came over to give me a hug. Nobody knew how nervous I was and I just kept my cool (suprised at how well I was doing keep up the act). He was the only boy in the grade who came back and all the girls from last year also came back. They were alot of new boys but only one new girl. That girl changed absolutly everything. She was Jennie. OMG sorry for not writing for so long trust me I had a rough time lately and chapters will be coming up hope some of you still are sticking with me<3