I'm mad at myself, not you.
-----> I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, <-----
//// for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, ___*
thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you,
a n d m o s t o f a l l f o r n o t h a t i n g y o u w h i c h I k n o w I s h o u l d ; but I can't.