she sitts in her room,
all she can think about is him
she has the razor in her hand
shes ready to cut, hopeing for this
to all end, everything shes going
through everything that happened
this couple months, lossing
him, lossing her only friends, loosing
the trust in her family, the rumors.
the lies, the drama, the tears, losing your
only chnace of being happy. shes ready for it
to just end, she knows he doesnt love
her anymore. shes been holding onto her
phone like its her whole world. but she
knows that its a wast of time, he'll never
text her. she texts him saying, "i love you, its
just not good enough for you is it? well you dont
neeed to worry about it anymore, its to late for me</3"
she dropps her phone on her
pillow, she sitts on the ground, puts the razor
to her skin, pushs down and slides it against
her skin, going just deep enough, she whispers
right before her life is ended, "i love you..if only you cared"
right when her eyes close for the last time,
she looks down to the picture of her with him, seeing
the last thing of her life,
it was the best memory of her life.
he sitts in her room,
all he can think about is her,
he screwed up, all he wants is her.
he doesnt no what to do, hes tried to tell
her but the tears in her eyes, catch him off
gaurd and he has to walk away before he
cries. he can see it in her eyes, he knows her well
enough to no that shes at her breaking point, she
cant handle much more, he knows shes took her
life for granted before and hes hopeing he wont be the
reason for her to do it again. he picks up his phone and
reads a text that he must of misseed, he read it in horrier
he texts back as fast as possible, and says "abbey dont!
i love you, i always have, dont do it! i want to be with you forever
baby dont do it, im crying please baby please dont end it."
but hes to late and he finds it out when she didnt reply, he has to
live without her for the rest of his life becasue of a stupid mistake
and a stupid girl adn boy living in the past and not able to see
what could of been</3
very saddd]: haha, umm, add color laterrr. haha(:
no hate comments, cuz you dont no what its like
to want to die. if your not going through it, have gone through it,
or you dont no what its like than you can comment
otherwise, dont bother,