JOURNAL
2-5-10/8:52 PM~~ Well, I am officially confused by you now.
2-8-10/8:09 PM~~ Chick, I get you don't like me. But there's no need to go invading my privacy like that...
2-10-10/ 3:57 PM~~ Ok, yeah. Glare at me like that. But your glares aren't going to make me like him any less
2-12-10/ 4:52 PM~~ I hate Valentine's Day! Especially if you're single. You have all these cute couples in your face, and its 100 times worse if you have to see someone you like, in one of those cute couples.
2-13-10/ 9:48 PM~~ Of course I love you. Why do you think I hate you? </3
2-15-10/ 10:06 PM~~ Wow!! You would be spending Valentine's Day with her!! Great! So, I'm here, single, while you two are at her house, ALONE, probably making out or something! You know what? I'm just fucking fine with that! Really? Am I? NO! I've liked you for way too long to keep dealing with all this crap, and I barely talk to you. As much as I love Facebook, it hurts so much to see everyone of your comments about each other! Anyway, I hope you had a very happy, romantic, motherfucking Valentine's Day!!
^^sorry about the vent.
2-16-10/ 9:19 PM~~ So, theres a dance coming up. I'm going. Not just because I want to, but I need to see some things. Yeah, it will hurt, but I need to see what I need to see. Maybe it will help, maybe it will make it worse. But I'm at the point to try just about anything so I don't care this much anymore...
2-17-09/ 10:28 PM~~ I'm so not in the mood for this anymore...
2-21-10/ 2:09 PM~~ Wow your such a bitch. Why do you need drama in your life? Why do you WANT drama in your life?
2-23-10/ 10:12 PM~~ "She's so pretty and she's so sure, maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her... But I hold onto our secrets... Maybe I'm a little bit over my head, I come undone at the things he said... We were all in love and we all got hurt... Love- or something ignites in my veins and I pray it never fades... He's my first mistake... We say that our wounds will never mend, I feel so far from where I've been, so I go, and I will not be back here again... I put my injuries all in the dust..."- White Houses by Vanessa Carlton. Love the song. Parts of it explain
exactly how I feel.
2-26-10/ 3:20 PM~~ I've made up my mind. I'm not going to shed my tears over you any longer. You obviously don't want me as much as I want you. And I'm not going to lie, it definately hurts that I've hung onto you this long. But there are just some things that you have to do to make yourself happy. Letting you go out of my mind right now after over two full years is definately upsetting, but I've finally realized it's something I have to do to make me happy.
3-8-10/ 6:33 PM~~ I think there's a reason I've been listening to my iPod a lot more lately...
3-15-10/ 9:26 PM~~ Hey, it looks like we're competing for two things now, not just him.
3-18-10/ 8:00 PM~~ You're single. Finally. But now, I look at what you've done to her and wonder, do I want that to be me? No matter how much you can say you love me, I know it won't last. I'm gullible, but practical. And I know that middle school relationships
don't last forever.
3-30-10/10:15 PM~~ Ok, I know what I have to do. And it's risky. Very risky. But, whats life without a little risk? I could get love, I could get heartbreak. I could gain friends, or lose them, because some won't tell me the truth. But, hey, for now, it's something I gotta do, and it's something I've been thinking over for a little bit. And, I realized, even though things might not turn out exactly the way I had hoped, it's a possibly. It's a risk I'm willing to take.
4-1-10/ 5:28 PM~~ Remember when you asked me to tell you some secrets. I couldn't. I'm an open person, so I really don't care what a lot of people know. But I didn't because the only real secret I have, it's that I really really really like you.
4-22-10/ 9:47 PM~~ Sex, drugs, and rock and roll. So this is seriously what you guys are coming to? What has happened to everyone?
5-4-10/ 5:43 PM~~ Someone tell me what I should do?
5-31-10/9:51 PM~~ Let met try to put this into words. Basically, I really like you, and no matter how hard I try, you still don’t see it. Is it really not that obvious? I LIKE YOU. Not him. YOU. I don’t get why it’s so hard for you to see that. My best friend told you that I liked you, and somehow you didn’t take that seriously. Get the fact through your head that I do, because I do. Why would you think she was kidding about that? You know, ever since what happened to me a few years ago I’ve been scarred. I haven’t trusted anyone like I used to. I'm not as open and carefree as I used to be. I'm pretty much scared to trust now. It's really a miracle that I've been able to tell you this. All because of a boy, I haven’t been like I used to be, so, tell me now, do you like me or not? Because i want to stop wasting my time if you don’t. I don’t want to be scarred even deeper this time. So please, what’s the truth? What do you think of me? And please- if you don’t like me, don’t be a jerk about it. And don’t let your friends be jerks about it either. You’re a nice guy. A very nice guy. It’s just, I don’t want drama. I just want a good relationship…
6-4-10/ 6:07 PM~~ It was a moment of weakness and YOU SAID YES. Well, I have some words for you: You should've said no, you should've gone home, you should've thought twice before you LET IT ALL GO, and you should have known that word, what you did with her, would get back to me. Was she worth it? NO.
6-11-10/ 4:43 PM~~ I never realized how much I might actually miss this year until it was all over. I don't want to have to wait to see you again.
6-21-10/ 9:35 PM~~ Today was my birthday! I got a lot of stuff that I wanted. The only thing missing now, it seems, is you, and I'd like some Ugg boots too though lol. But you're more important.
7-5-10/ 2:45 PM~~ I need to see you soon... </3
7-25-10/ 8:00 PM~~ RIP Nana
7-30-10/ 4:26 PM~~ So you have a girlfriend now, that's cool... I guess </3
8-13-10/ 3:28 PM~~ Whoa! It's friday the 13th! Anyway, 14 days till school starts :( But on the bright side... 14 days AT MOST until I see you again :)
9-1-10/ 5:31 PM~~ I don't just wanna be your next girl in line...
ABOUT ME
Hey there, I'm Summer. Summer Nicole... uhm... no, I am NOT telling you my last name :P I turned 14 on June 21 and I'll be in the eigth grade really soon. I love this website to death :) And FaceBook, and YouTube. & Taylor Swift is kinda my idol. I love her, she's amazing. She's like my escape from my problems. I absolutely love to shop, and some of my favorite stores are Hollister, American Eagle, Pink, Anthropologie, Wet Seal, and Charlotte Russe. I play basketball, run track, and cheer for football. I also love volleyball but not as much as the other sports so I don't play it competitively. I love my friends too. I'm not sure if any of them have Wittys though. The people I talk to on Witty are pretty cool too :) I keep my journal here, and it's been going on since February so it can tell you a lot. Check it out. I like two guys, one more than the other. I have an older sister Abbey and a younger brother John. Also, I love the new Miley Cyrus. I also love Michelle Branch, Carrie Underwood, Lady Gaga, and Eminem. I love giving advice, and I could probably use some myself :/ Wow this thing is getting pretty long, so imma stop boring you and say goodbye now. Talk to me please :) Summer's outta here for now.
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