Summer Love
Chapter Thirty Two
I turned around and ran after Cole. I got to her house and walked in. Everyone but Cole was still on the couch watching a movie.
"You're an idiot, Horan," Louis said and I sighed and sat down.
"Where is she?" I asked and Lou looked upstairs.
"Her room," he responded. "She ran up there in tears. I thought you were done with Amy?"
"I am," I said, running my hands through my hair in frustration.
"Well you lead Cole on and then kissed your ex," Mariah said. "You broke the girls heart and probably ruined any chance you had with her."
"You don't know that," I said.
"I know she doesn't trust easily," she said. "This situation isn't going to help that."
"I'm just going to go talk to her," I said, and I stood up and headed upstairs.
~COLE'S POV~
So Niall was gone for a while, and I went to check and make sure he was okay. When I caught up to him, he was kissing some other girl. I thought he liked me! I thought he was in love with me! And people wonder why I don't trust.
I ran back home and up to my room in tears, and curled up in my bed. It smelled like Niall, so I cuddled the sheets. Soon after there was a knock at the door.
"Cole," Niall's voice rang out and I sobbed into my pillow.
"Go away," I cried. "And get out of my house."
Instead he opened the door and sat next to me on the bed.
"I'm sorry," he said, putting his hand on my upper back.
"You lead me on," I sobbed into my pillow. "You told me you were in love with me."
"I am," he said. "I meant everything I said."
"Obviously not enough," I said and he lied down next to me.
He didn't touch me, he actually kept a good distance from me, he was just lying down and looking at the ceiling.
"Cole Mathers I am deeply in love with you," he said quietly. "The girl you saw me with was my ex, Amy. She kissed me first and I don't even know why I kissed her back. I think I just need someone to love at the moment. But I have no feelings for her and I left right after you ran off. Cole listen, I've got a lot of feelings towards you, and a desire to hurt you isn't one of them. You're the prettiest girl I've ever met. You're a freaking genius, you're funny, cute, you like all the stuff I like, and you're just perfect. I've never felt like this before."
He turned his head to look at me, and I let myself look at him. He was on his back and I was on my stomach, tears still running down my cheeks.
"I hate to see you cry," he whispered, wiping away my tears. "And it's even worse knowing that I caused it."
"It's okay," I sniffles and he turned to lie on his side.
He cupped my face in his hands and put his forehead to mine.
"I'm always gonna think of you like you're my baby," he said. "No matter what you do or what I do."
"My bed smells like you," I said quietly. "So when I came here to cry it comforted me."
"My scent does have that calming quality," he said and I smiled.
"I guess so," I said and he Eskimo kissed me.
"Cole," Niall said quietly, looking into my eyes, "will you please be mine again?"
Instead of responding with a "yes" or "no," I kissed him.
I put my hand under his chin and he smiled through the kiss. He wrapped his arms around me and our kiss grew deeper. I pulled away for a second and Niall smirked and hovered over me.
"So are we dating or?" He said awkwardly and I laughed.
"Just shut up and kiss me," I said and he smiled and put his lips to mine.
My hands went directly to his neck, and he nibbled on my bottom lip. I gave him what he wanted, and he slipped his tongue into my mouth. After a long while of kissing, I slid my hands under his shirt and he slipped it off. I smiled and traced his abs, and then roughly kissed him quickly. Niall looked down on me, his eyes widening a bit, and he cleared his throat.
"I uh, I think we should take a break," he said, his cheeks turning a dark shade of pink.
"You uh, don't have to stop," I said and Niall smirked.
"You sure?" He asked and I nodded and kissed his neck.
"I need uh, uh," he panted.
"Bathroom across the hall, first drawer under the sink," I said, taking my lips from his neck to look at him.
"Why?" He asked and I smiled.
"Teenage boy lived here before us," I said and he nodded and ran into the bathroom.
When he came back, he climbed back on top of me let our bodies press together. He started to kiss me again and my heart started to beat faster. Next thing I knew, he was in his boxers.
He looked at me and sighed.
"Are you sure?" He asked me breathlessly and I nodded.
"Y-yeah," I said. "Unless you don't want to."
"No," he said, leaning down and kissing my neck and collar bone. "I want to. Dear God you have no idea how much I want to," he panted between kisses.
His hands trailed around my body and his eyes never left mine, not once.
Now I'd love to tell you all about what happened next and everything that happened after that, but that would make things extremely awkward for me and... well... Some things should just be private.