advice please?!
my best friend and I were in a fight because we felt like we were ignoring each other. it was stupid... and it went on for 3 weeks. then I apologized and she did too. so, then things were back to normal (except things did feel a little weird, and i wasn't the only one who felt it). so me & one of our guy friends were talking about her plan to get out of kissing her boyfriend that she was scared to kiss, and she got mad at me (even though our guy friend started the conversation), because she overheard us talking about it, so she thought that everyone else heard it. so she was like "I'm kinda mad at you!" and didn't even sit with me at lunch. then, I found out she didn't like me since I apologized, and I found a rotten apple in my gym bag that SHE put in there! so i was like, okay, I'm done, and ditched her... for the second time... well here I am 1 month + 2 days later finding out that she didn't put the apple in my gym bag, and she did truly like me... so we both share one of the same best friends (which sucks because she also has to always choose between the two of us, any advice on that?!) so I had my friend ask her if she would take me back and she said no defenitely not. and I don't know what to do because I really miss her and everyone wants us to be friends again except her and it would be so much easier on my friend because she wouldn't have to choose between the two of us anymore, she could hang out with us at the same time! P.S- I'm not allowed to talk to my ex-best friend whatsoever or else I get suspended and she gets suspended because there was some drama with her... anyways, advice pleasee?! thankyou ;-*