hey there; i'm katie.
i'm just your average teenage girl. i live by quotes and lyrics that
describe what i'm going through. i love to laugh and just be happy.
the little things in life make me the happiest, like laying outside
watching the stars or the color of the trees in the fall. you probably
won't catch me without chapstick on or my cell phone in my hand.
music is an obsession for me, i listen mostly to nevershoutnever!,
stephen jerzak, the maine, all time low, the scene aesthetic, and
so much more. follow or comment me & i'll be your best friend (:
when you laugh as much as you breathe,
you'll realize how beautiful life really is. <3
you were there for me for so many years .. making me laugh while i was in tears. i will never let anyone take your place because you're the best friend i've got. you laugh at my stupidest jokes, put up with my worst mood, go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still manage to see the best in me
Sometimes you just want to put others happiness before yours; Because you love them, because they deserve it. Sometimes you want to go out of your way for people just because you know its important that they get a chance to smile once in a while.
I could sit here and tell you a million pretty things. I could compare you to the stars or the moon. I could go on about your smile, your eyes, or the shiver I get down my back every single time you hold my hand. I could say all that, but the truth is in every line. A whisper in your ear wouldn't add up. I'm kind of a wreck. I could never. 'love' just doesn't do it.. but it's all I got. I love you. I've known for too long, and all I know is it's the last thing you want to hear from me. I don't want you to say it back, not yet, not even if for some reason you want to. It's not something I want whispered at the end of every phone conversation and every time we say goodbye because I don't want to cheapen it by trying to put words to the way I feel about you when there aren't really any words, even for me- which is impressive. I just want you to know that it's how I feel about you, so I'm not gonna mess this up, okay? All I want is you.. can't you see that?
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark wishing you were next to me, with your head against my heart. If you asked me how I’m doing, I’d say just fine, but the truth is, if you could read my mind not a day goes by that I don’t think of you.
In front of total strangers, would you kiss me? Call me for no reason.. just because you miss me? So I say a thousand stupid things, and half the time I never mean them but this time I'm serious. I'm never going to talk to you first. So if I mean anything, anything at all to you, then you can talk to me because I give up.
I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything.I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.
I think it all comes down to the fact that I'm scared. I'm scared no boy will measure up to what you left. No boy will make me smile just like you do and no boy will be as pefect for me as you were. I know you broke me, but no one will make me feel so complete yet leave me so empty as you. I'm scared no one out there is like you. I'm scared I won't find someone to replace you.
I've never met someone so unbelievable as you. You're everything to me; you have been since the first time we talked and you will continue to be for the rest of my life. No one could ever, or will ever, replace you. Even if I tried to forget you, I'd just be rushing my heart. You have my heart and that I promise you.
After all that's said and done, I still think you're amazing I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face I'll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had to be taken away too soon. see you were my miracle, you were my fairy tale I got to live.
I'm the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I'm the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn't make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I'm the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I'm the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I'm the girl who won't make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I'm the girl who will love you more than anyone could possibly dream of. I'm the girl who would give the world the world to see you smile. I'm the girl who cries herself to sleep at night thinking of you, when I know I'm the last thing on your mind. I'm the girl who feels alone, even in a crowded room.
I argue with him like he's my brother, I flirt with him like the friend he is, but I love him like something he'll never be. What he is now is all I'm going to see and all he's ever going to be is another friend, but one that means the world to me.
I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can’t tell fast enough, the ears that aren’t big enough, the eyes that can’t take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone.