To: Him.. I can't explain in words how much you mean to me. I can remember the first time i saw you, I looked at you and couldn't help but smile. You treated me like we knew eachother for years. And I guess that's what pulled me in. And now, two years later..we barley talk, i don't get a second look from you, you never give me the smile you used too, and i know for a fact you don't feel the same way about me. But I just can't let you go..trust me I've tried but, i guess the reason is.. I truly with all my heart, love you. [[the letter I wish i could give to him]] - - - - - - - - - - - - i know this is long. but i was just venting.
I Love Him So Much <3 the problem is, he doesnt love me. There has been so many times i could've made him fall for me back, but of course I didn't take that risk. That one risk that maybe, just maybe could've changed my life right now. But I still think, "Well, I don't know that for sure. What if he does?" Well, that one little statement keeps me hanging on and not [(letting go)].
I want my best friend back. The one who didn’t change her attitude when that girl was there. Who would stay on the phone even if we weren’t talking. Wouldn’t care if you [weren’t] the best at some sports. Actually cared if you were upset, and even if it took all night to make you feel better, she wouldn’t think twice about doing it. I want her back the way she used to be, Before she met you. I want her to care about me and our friendship again. The way it used to be…
everytime i see him...my face lights up,i suddenly have the biggest smile on my face,my stomach gets filled with butterflies,my mind goes blank,and i don't know what to do.now imagine what happens when he talks to me.