It's kind of funny, actually. How one day, you're so important to someone. And you have a huge impact on their life. And then one day, a day like any other... They have a change in thought, a different mind set and then suddenly you mean less than a grain of sand to them, nothing at all. You see, that's where the funny part comes in. Nobody can just let go of something that once meant SO much to them, it's not possible. It's not possible to change your mind that quick, to leave someone in the dark so easily. And if it's possible for them to do that to you, then the funny thing is... you didn't mean as much as much to them as you thought you did. my quote/ not my format.
It's gotten to the point where, I don't want to go anywhere, or meet anyone, Because I know I'll get attached. And then when that thing, or person, leaves, I get hurt. And I crash and burn and break and cut. I can't help it. I need to stop getting so f-cking attached to things.
i hate those nights.. where you can't make sense of anything. where you don't know if letting him go was the right decision. where you want to cry, but you can't find the tears. where you are too frustrated to let the words out. where no one knows how you feel.
Go ahead, you deserve to smile. &I know i'm not your everything, but I was for a while. I see the way she makes you feel, &I just hope you dont get hurt. because not a day passes by, where I don't wish I was her. I go through all our messages, &the pictures on the floor. but they only keep reminding me, that you don't need me anymore. I'll always be the stupid girl, &you'll never know how much you meant to me. &you'll always be that amazing boy, who is and was, my everything. NotMyFormat/NotMyQuote.