Kylene. 18. Senior in highschool. I have a boyfriend of 14 months and not many friends. I hate people, incuding myself, and i pretty much hate life. Everything is complicated for me. My entire life is difficult, and i'm never good enough for anyone else's liking. But i do what i gotta do. 4.2 GPA. Future Psychologist. My life goal is to create my own happy family where i am in complete control of everyone feeling loved and feeling like they belong. I'm pretty much the definition of strength, nbd. Can't kill myself. Pro-Choice. Anti-Obama. Annnnnd, yeah.
The worst part is when you think you're finally over them That's when it hurts the most to miss them. You go about your day everyday thinking you're perfectly fine without them. But then you see them, or they try talking to you, & that's when you realize that there is still a part of you, just dying to see them, hold them, one last time. And that's the part that hurts the most-- realizing you failed.
July 6th, 2012 (01:49 AM): Him: I just dont know what's wrong with me, I'm more afraid of being alone than i am afraid to die... Me: Well don't worry about having nobody, because i'm not going anywhere. Him: But i'm afraid of only having a 'me'.... i want to have a 'we'... Me: ....i love you