for the first time in ages: I FELT WHOLE,
I FELT COMPLETE,
I FELT ALIVE.
HE did that to me.
HE made me genuinely smile.
HE made me really laugh.
HE gave me butterflies.
HE gave me a reason to get up every morning and be excited.
for the first time in ages: I FEEL DIVIDED,
I FEEL DIVIDED,
I FEEL DEAD.
HE did this to me.
HE has made me fake smile again.
HE has made me forget what my laugh sounds like.
HE has made me feel empty.
HE has made me dread the morning and crave the darkness.
HE didn't break my heart;
HE broke ME........
sorry not pretty.. just how i feel <///3