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  1. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
    posted a quote
    February 25, 2012 12:17am UTC
    It's 5:55 in the morning
    And tears fall from my eyes
    I haven't cried in three months
    But I can't sleep with you on my mind
    It's not the best way to start the new year
    But today I started miss you, it doesn't feel right without you here
    My new year's resolution was to leave the past in the past
    But maybe my future is hitting me way to fast
    I haven't seen you since last June, I wonder if you still have that look in your eyes
    The one that when you said "I love you!" and fed me all those lies
    But somehow I always seem to forgive you
    Because you tell me you care about me and that you miss me too
    And my gulible heart always believes it and gets torn in two
    Why do I continue to run back to you?
    Knowing that you've hurt me, knowing you don't care
    But I wanna see you, hold you, feel you, because I don't feel right when your not near
    It didn't hit me til tonight, that I've actually lost you
    Now I'm sitting in bed with a heavy broken heart, teary eyes and feeling sad and blue
    My smile is slowly fading, like the way the frost on the window did when I wrote "Me + You"
    I don't know what to do
    I'm lost without you..

  2. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 25, 2012 12:05am UTC
    I'm sorry if I'm a problem child, I try my very best
    I realize my faults, but honestly I'm not better than the rest
    I'm sorry if I'm not the greatest friend
    But I promise I will love you and be with you til the very end
    I'm sorry I'm not the best person, I really do try
    Sometimes I have trouble smiling, when all I want to do is cry
    I'm sorry if I've ever hurt you
    Believe me, my intenstions weren't meant to
    I'm sorry if I offend you with the things I say
    Sometimes my mind and mouth just get carried away
    I'm sorry that I have feelings, I'm only human, you see
    I'm sorry if I'm not pretty or skinny, this is how God made me
    I'm sorry I can't be perfect, but neither are you
    So next time you start to judge, look at all I've been through
    I'm sorry if I'm waiting for something new to begin
    I'm sorry that I'm fighting a battle that I can't win
    Some people look past their troubles, but I look in the eye of mine
    Many people tell me that all I need is time
    I'm sorry if I am a burden or a curse
    You see everyday I wish I could use a button called reverse
    I'm sorry I can't be the strong one and hold everything inside
    I've learned from being strong because each day a piece of me died
    I'm sorry if I've caused you any pain
    Believe me all my pain has drove me insane
    I'm sorry if I leave some words unsaid
    But I never forget them, because each night I reherse them in my bed
    And Lastely I'm sorry if I've never said this to you
    But always know in your heart, that I do honestly Love you.

  3. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 11:51pm UTC
    (18 years old)
    I told you, I will love you forever
    And I will, because it's not a lie
    I told you, I will love you forever
    But you still consisted on telling me good-bye
    (35 years old)
    So here I am loving you forever
    While your standing by her side
    So here I am loving you forever
    While I'm slowly dieing inside
    (60 years old)
    Yet I'm still loving you forever
    Even though I never cross your mind
    I'm STILL loving you
    Even though you have my heart in a bind
    (Death..)
    Today I stopped loving you forever
    My smile was finally true
    I stopped loving you forever
    Because my heart stopped beating and became blue
    (Heaven)
    I'm in heaven now
    And Jesus said He loved me
    I'm in heaven now
    And there's no more hurt, from what I can see

  4. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 11:43pm UTC
    She is not alone...
    But to her eyes she is somewhere far away. Blinded by her tears caused by the pain that made her change. She understands and comperhends that nothing will ever be the same. We can call it broken hearted, but she calls it by His Name. Her feelings and emotions she hasn't really managed to tame, for something real was born from something that He once called..
    A GAME!

  5. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 11:36pm UTC
    Today, I'm blazed up..
    The blunt is my pen and the weed is my words
    I'm smoking it til all I see is a blur
    I don't need your advice, this is the road I prefer
    All night, all day I'm getting high for sure
    I don't roll up the best, yet I will never be insecure
    There is only room to improve and greatness to procure
    For I strive for more, I won't stop til success is mine
    That's something I can assure
    I LOVE WEED

  6. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 11:30pm UTC
    I cut myself today
    Just to see if it would make my pain go away
    I wrote the word LOVE? in big letters
    I just wanted to see if I could still feel
    If the pain was really real
    I can't take much anymore
    I sit alone in the dark, starring at the door
    Wondering if I could runaway, runaway to yesterday
    What would it be like? What would I see?
    I look in the mirror, but I don't see me
    Who is this person, I have become?
    All I see is someone who has turned to scum
    I'm tired of tear stained skin
    I don't want to live this life I'm living in
    Why do I love you, When you do this to me?
    I'm not the same person I use to be
    I cut myself today..
    Just to see if it would make the pain go away
    I wish I could runaway, runaway to yesterday..

  7. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 11:23pm UTC
    I miss your perfect smile
    I miss your laugh that travels more than a mile
    I miss your deep beautiful brown eyes
    I miss your hello's and your "see ya later" bye's
    I miss your hugs and your touch
    All these things I miss so much
    But yet I know you don't miss me
    Because your with her, someone I could never be
    She could never look in your eyes
    And realize, how perfect you truly are
    All she cares about is your money and your fancy car
    She will never see the light in your eyes
    She probably covers up things with a bunch of lies
    I miss the way you use to look at me
    I miss how we use to be..
    But all good things never last
    But I didn't expect it to end so fast
    Your the guy I'll love til the end
    You were my lover and my very best friend
    But we, we are no more
    For you have closed the door
    To your heart
    And have ripped mine apart
    So maybe I should end this with a good-bye
    And try my very best not to cry
    I want you to be happy
    I want you to laugh and smile
    I want everything to be perfect for you
    Even if it leaves me sad and blue
    If you love her, That's dandy and fine
    But I'll hold in my heart that you were once mine
    You were my first love, my dream come true
    And I'll never regret the day I met you
    I love you, until the end of time
    Good-bye, My love... Good-bye

  8. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 11:09pm UTC
    I burned your picture today
    And all the memories faded away
    Tears rolled down my cheek
    It's hard for me to stay strong, when I'm weak
    But it's gone, it's over
    Nothing left to say
    We both went a different way
    I stood right in front of you
    Confessing how my love was true
    But you turned the other way
    Not believe a word I say
    So it's gone, it's over
    Nothing left to say
    We both went a different way
    I smiled pretending I was okay
    You smiled pretending you didn't hear a thing
    We passed eachother as if nothing went wrong
    While you laughed, I was trying my best to stay strong
    When you left, we said good-bye
    As you drove off, I dropped to my knees and cried
    You're gone, We're over
    Nothing left to do
    I silently whispered to myself "I will always love you.."

  9. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:59pm UTC
    I saw you yesterday
    My feelings have never went away
    I've tried to convience myself it's true
    That I have finally gotten over you
    But when I saw you I knew it was a lie
    Because in my stomach, I felt that butterfly
    I tried my best not to stare
    I tried to pretend that you weren't really there
    But yet I couldn't get over seeing you
    Even if it was for only a minute or two
    What does it matter? Your just a part of the past
    That's why I drove by you so fast
    You love her, and she loves you
    I'm just someone you once knew
    But somewhere deep inside, I know you'll always have my heart
    Though we may never speak anymore and we're so far apart
    Always know I love you, I always will
    No matter what you'll forever be in heart still.

  10. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:26pm UTC
    Theres a cloud of darkness over me
    Though others are blind, I clearly see
    It's not a cloud of depression or pain
    Though I have seen the days when it poured down rain
    This cloud shows I'm on my own
    It shows I have to walk this highway of life alone
    No one beside me to stand
    No one to hold my hand
    I'm left to sink alone in this quick sand
    I try to never let my emotions show
    And I'm better off if no one is to know
    Tears are a weakness and a waste
    But yet I cant get over how my tears taste
    No one knows the tears I cry
    I'm not sure if anyone cares about why
    I've basically lived alone my whole life
    I had to be strong and deal with all the strife
    And now I'm suppose to be the strong one and hold everything inside
    Though you may think I'm doing a good job, but thetruth is... I'm drowning in the tide.
    I guess you would call me a "Lone Wolf"
    That is how I'm described
    But I dont want your sorrow
    I just want back my pride.
    I need to have the courage to walk this path alone
    Because theres no one to guide me on my way, no one to show me home
    And as I take one step into this darkness I whisper to myself
    "This is only the beginning, and I'm on my own."

  11. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:18pm UTC
    You don't cross my mind every once in awhile
    Your forever burned into my brain
    But all those childish games you played
    They drove me insane
    You said you loved me
    You said you care
    But when I needed you most
    You weren't there
    Now your with her someone I could never be
    But I wonder do you even think about me?
    What did I do so wrong that she did so right?
    Because I'm having trouble sleeping at night knowing your holding her tight!

  12. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:15pm UTC
    What use to be a loving home
    Is now broken and all alone
    Every things gone and the walls are bare
    How can a home be a home if your stuff isn't there
    The neighbors don't know what your going through
    The house is empty and my hearts broke in two
    This house was full of laughter and now there's not a sound
    Its so quiet that you can hear my tears as they hit the ground
    This house is full of memories and It was full of pain
    But this house is where I went to, when I needed shelter from the rain.
    And now I sit all alone with the walls just baring white
    And I just pray to God that everything will be alright.
    This house has held my secrets, my laughter and my tears
    And its just a shame that I can't give it another few years.
    This house is now broken and all alone
    And the only thing that will keep it company is the winds tone.
    And as I shut the door behind me for my last and final time
    I walk down the steps as memories flocked my mind
    As I get into my car I silently whisper my last goodbye
    Now its time to move on and give this new house a try.
    What use to be a loving home
    Is now broken and all alone
    Every things gone and the walls are bare
    How can a home be a home if your stuff isn't there

  13. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:11pm UTC
    Listen Girl,
    You better make this guy feel loved everyday. You better make him smile, because he has that smile that will light up the room. Make him laugh. Never make him sad. Always keep him happy. Never make him cry or mad. Always try and make him have a good time. Buy him things and bring his food to his work or just to the couch. Be by his side when he's sick or upset. Make him feel safe around you, he'll do the same for you. Give him a reason to wake up with a smile and go to sleep with a smile. Let him only be yours. Let him miss you. Make him feel comfortable. Don't take advantage of him. Hold his hand whenever he walks with you. Kiss him each time like the first time. Take pictures with him. Go to his house once in awhile. Do special activities on your anniversary. Buy him food or drinks, IF he wants you to. If not then make him some food. Be romantic with him. Love him. Show him your world. Most importantly LOVE HIM.......because, I've never gotten the opportunity to do
    All This for him.

  14. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:03pm UTC
    I've seen you cry, I've seen you sad
    And everytime you get hurt it makes me mad
    I know what you're going through
    remember girl, I've been there too
    I know the pain gets intense
    And I know your heart is guarded by a fence
    but hang in there and be strong
    because this pain wont last for long
    you got me by your side
    even when you feel like your drowning in the tide
    hold your breath and just let go
    never let your true feelings show
    because hunny nobody has to know
    dont let them see the tears you cry
    because they'll start asking questions and then you'll have to lie
    just hold your head high
    and tell your old life goodbye
    when things get tough, you have me
    your a diamond in the rough, dont you see?
    so many guys are out there for you
    give them a chance you might like them too
    i know what its like to be loved then left
    he stole stole your heart, it should be considered theft
    but you have to pick yourself up and move on
    you have to brush your shoulders off and carry on
    girl, i love you, dont you see?
    you'll always be like a sister to me.

  15. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 10:00pm UTC
    Have you ever seen a living heart remain still?
    Have you ever loved someone with all your will?
    Just to get rejected and have a broken heart
    You feel as if you are all alone and broken apart.
    Have you ever seen a fake smile look so real?
    Have you ever gotten so use to the pain that you could no longer feel?
    Because you cry every night before you go to bed
    All because of four words that he said is stuck in your head.
    Have you ever talked to the girl who bums it everyday?
    Have you ever said "hi" or smiled her way?
    Do you wonder why shes dressed like that?
    And why does she always look sad..
    Have you ever loved someone so much that it takes every ounce of your heart?
    Have you ever had someone just rip you apart?
    You start to feel like a zombie in a human body.
    You have no will to go on
    No life to carry on
    Everything becomes a
    blur
    And before you know it
    your life becomes
    unsure.
    Have you ever felt this
    way?
    I feel it everyday.
    All because ONE man, promised to stay
    But, he turned the other way...

  16. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 9:56pm UTC
    Everyday I wake up with a smile on my face
    Just trying to get through the day is like running a race
    The pain gets stronger and more people I start to lose behind
    Every minute that passes I get weaker and I'm starting to lose my mind
    My breath is getting shorter and my legs can't run anymore
    But I keep focusing ahead to see what's in store
    My mind is on the trophy and winning first place
    But there's plenty of days that I want to get out of the race
    I'm running from a broken family, broken friendships and a love that turned to hate
    I keep trying to get to the finish line in time, but the clock keeps saying I'm late
    I continue to try to make things right
    But it doesn't matter how fast I run, because it's always out of sight
    Tears are like sweat that pours from my eyes
    Sometimes, even rain comes from the bluest skies
    No matter what the weather I just continue to run
    While most do it for pleasure, I do it to get things done
    I run another mile like theres nothing in my way
    Even with tears in my eyes, be as it may
    The race NEVER ends
    Tomorrow, when I wake up, that's when the race begins
    I wake up with a smile on my face
    Just trying to get through the day is like running a race...

  17. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 1:34am UTC
    Another poem, another line
    Another girl, pretending she's fine
    Another hour, another day
    She wishes she could get away
    Another heartbreak, another tear
    Another excuse, she doesn't want to hear
    Another paper, another pen
    She writes she wants to be strong again
    Another story, another lie
    Another night that she will cry
    Another band, another song
    Another day passes, slowly gone
    Another scream, another doubt
    "Kick me while I'm down" she'd shout
    Another forced smile, another broken heart
    Just ANOTHER girl wishing her life would restart.

  18. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 1:28am UTC
    Dear Lord,
    I kneel to you and pray
    That you would forgive me of my sins today
    I know I'm not perfect through speech or human eye
    But my Lord and Saviour, you know I try
    So I kneel here to you over and over again
    And beg forgiveness of my sins
    I cannot deny, I don't kneel everyday
    But my Lord, life gets in the way
    The job, the friends, the hurt, the struggle
    The problems, the pain, the hurt it doubles
    Sometimes, I get weak; Sometimes I forget
    That you are the only one who can rid me of it
    So forgive me Lord, and as I sleep;
    I pray to you my soul to keep;
    Protect my family and those who foresake;
    When their eyes are closed and when their awake
    And when things get hard and I fall down
    I'll remember who can turn it all around
    I promise Lord, to not make the mistake
    To ever again hesitate
    And I'll come to you Father for your grace
    In asking that my soul you keep in a safe place
    And to rebuke all doubt and evil trespasses to return NEVER AGAIN
    And to THANK YOU Lord, for dieing for my sins
    Amen. <3

  19. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 1:15am UTC
    Lord, can you hear me?
    I'm crying out for you
    You said you would be here,
    so tell me what to do..
    Do you not hear my cries, or see my weeping face?
    Or do you shake your head, because I am a living disgrace
    Why aren't you answering me? I don't pray to be ignored
    You never said a word, not even before
    Lord, I am calling out to you, I'm screaming your name
    You said you would forgive and wash away my shame
    So here I am begging on my knees
    So can you give me a whisper, I'm begging you, please..
    And on that night with my face flushed with tears
    The Lord said to me, "I'm here my child to chase away your fears,
    I didn't answer, but that doesn't mean I didn't care,
    But to show you that I wouldn't put you through something you couldn't bare,
    So hold my hand and walk with me
    And you, my child, shall be forever free!"

  20. xXxLaurenSomersx xXxLaurenSomersx
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    February 24, 2012 1:05am UTC
    I'm trapped up in my bedroom, not doing a thing
    Just the way I like it, when the world has almost drove me insane
    Starring at your picture while laying in bed
    I haven't seen you in a year but I can't get you out of my head
    I miss your silly laugh and your crooked smile
    I miss how you would gaze into my eyes, it was like you could see for miles
    I miss your sweet tender voice and the way you made me feel
    But now it seems more of a dream, a look at the past, it's hard to believe that it once was so real
    Now my days are cold and sad
    And when someone just mentions your name it makes me mad
    I can't cry anymore, I know because I've tried
    When you said "I love you, too." I should've known you lied
    I don't hate you, I never possibly could
    Instead I love you a little more than I should
    I will NEVER give up for my love for you is true
    I just hope one day, you realize how much I meant to you.

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