I don't understand how someone can go from being your best friend, to being a complete stranger. Less then a year ago you&I were inseperable. We were the best friends anyone could ever think of, we had only had 1 fight.. we had so many inside jokes, I called your parents "mom and dad", and we told each other everything. It's not like that anymore. I'm lucky if i even get a "hello" out of you. I miss hearing all your gossip, i miss your funny stories, i miss hanging out with you. i know i say how much i "hate' you now, and maybe it's because i'm just jelous. jelous because you moved on and found new friends and im still here wondering what went wrong. I'd trade anything in to just have things how they were. You were always there for me. when my parents were going through a rough time, and i thought it was the end of the world. You sat there with me while i cried andyou re-assured me. and you were right. We never ended our friendship, it just faded. I can't blame you, we just both grew up and changed. it hurts to see you call others your best friend, because that used to be me. So, Jonna i'm sorry. I'm sorry for taking you for granted and never appreciating the small things in our friendship. I just want everything to be how they were because everyday it's in the back of my mind. It's so difficult to remember our memories, and think that we haven't made any in so long. I just want it to be like 8th grade again, how we were almost the same person. I just want to walk into class and talk to you. but now, i'd have nothing to say. We talk as if nothing wrong, but in reality, this is all i think about. I don't know if you even think the same. i just needed to get this off my chest.
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