What did I do to deserve this?
I liked you. I can truly admit that I did. I don't think
you actually cared though. You still love her and her
and oh yeah, you love her too. I let you kiss me,
thinking that you truly liked me, but you didn't, you
were just on the rebound. You held my hand and
made me feel special. I got those butterflies in my
stomach when I was sitting next to you. That time
you looked me in the eyes and we just stared at
eachother, not knowing what to say until you kissed
me. Your lips were so gentle and soft. Sure we may
not have gotten it right the first time, but within a few
mintues, we were absolutely flying. And I loved the
way that you stroked my palm with your thumb. the
way we could laugh about your mom walking into the
room and finding us kissing. The next day though, we
had to pretend like it didn't happen. Sure we could talk
about it, but i don't think that really gave you the right
to kiss my bestfriend. Even after I told you I was hurt?
Now the pain won't go away
complete vent </3