So the other night i was on witty profiles looking at quotes. My dad walks in and goes, i hope you're not looking at anything inappropriate.. I just shook my head and laughed. ([if he really knew all about this website.(;])
Life Would Be So Easy If everyone could just go up to the person that they love and say; i love you. They could respond with, i love you too. Or they could let you down really easy and you could both be really close friends. Instead it could go like this.. you could love someone with all your heart. You're smiling when they're around, doodling hearts everywhere, trying to start a conversation and you're getting butterflies in your stomach when you see them. You want to tell them how much you care about them and how much they mean to you. You keep your emotions all locked in and deep down inside you just want to scream; i love you to the person you want to be with forever. The reason people might do this is because they're afraid of the response they might get. Life would be so much easier if everything went the way people wanted it to. Unfortunately, Life Isn't That Simple
I Realized Something;; almost everyone i know are friends with the guy they like. A lot of my friends are. I'm not because the guy i love doesn't even talk to me. [(So maybe that's another reason why we'll never be together.)]
Love Whenever you think about giving up on someone, remember this: things can change in the future. You may be over them when they finally love you back. But you never truly stop loving someone. There is no such word as loved. If you start loving someone, you will love them forever. And if you give up hope, you aren't fighting for the person you love. I think about giving up all the time. But then i realize, it is possible for him to love me. It might not happen now, but it could happen someday. Giving up doesn't solve anything; it only makes you love the person even more. Always remember that things can happen.
.•*¨¯¨*•. .•*¨¯¨*•. .•*¨¯¨*•.(.....*•-•´ `•-•*.....).•*¨¯¨*•. .•*¨¯¨*•.¸..`•-•*…..).•*¨¯¨*•..•*¨¯¨*•.(.…..*•-•´¸.•*¨¯¨*•.. `•-•*.…..`•.,¸_¸,.•´…...*•-•´`•-•*..…`•.,¸_¸,.•´……*•-•´ It starts off texting all the time. Sending each other smiley faces, making each other smile. Flirting, staying up late at night just having fun. Then things get more serious. You start getting more personal. Then you meet, you kiss him, you fall for him. Then he asks you out. You date. Doesn't matter for how long, but... you fall. Fall hard enough you don't know what's happening. And when you wake up, you're left with reality. He breaks up with you in a matter of not even a month, or maybe more. But in the end, it's all the same. You always end up with a broken heart. And you keep going back to him because you love him. You'll take his crap, you don't care, because you just want him. .•*¨¯¨*•.……………….............……………….•*¨¯¨*•. `•-•*…..).•*¨¯¨*•.…………………….•*¨¯¨*•.(…..*•-•´ .•*¨¯¨*•.(.…..*•-•´ ¸.•*¨¯¨*•..•*¨¯¨*•.¸..`•-•*.….).•*¨¯¨*•. `•-•*…..`•.,¸_¸,.•´.…..*•-•´ `•-•*…...`•.,¸_¸,.•´.…..*•-•´
when your throat starts to clench & tingle; & your heart gets so warm the heat travels through your body, when your stomach starts to feel those unforgiving butterflies that spark the instant flow of tears- that's the worst pain you'll ever feel. that's your heart breaking. (& i know exactly how it feels.) highlight.
Back in school they never teach us what we really need to know, like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart. I've held it all together for a long time but something like this is begging to pull me apart.