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August 13, 2013 2:01am UTC

Where are you?
Chapter Three (Part Four)
Timra
I started to get really worried when I didn’t see Lena in second period. When I went home I pulled out my phone and dialed Her number. It didn’t even ring. It went straight to voicemail.
“D. amnit! Her phones off.” I screamed out loud.
One week later.
Lena has only been home twice since she decided to stay with Aaron for awhile. With Adam being back but not talking to me and Lena being mad at me and Elyssa spending more time with her new boyfriend I am more alone than ever.
Two months later.
Lena has pretty much moved in with Aaron and hasn’t talked to me in more than a month. The last thing she said to me was ‘where is my red dress at?’. I have officially given up.
I got four pieces of paper out and a pen.
I started my first letter to my parents. Once I completed that I wrote one to Adam, one to Elyssa and finally one to Lena.
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August 13, 2013 1:56am UTC

Where are you?
Chapter Three (Part Three)
Lena
I ran out of the house as fast as I could with tears running down my face. Timra has done nothing but lie to me for months and I cant handle it anymore. I heard Aaron calling my name but I kept running. I don’t know where I’m going but I want to get as far away from Timra as I could. I finally collapsed by the fountain in the park about three miles from my house. I sat there crying for I dont know how long before I felt an arm go around me.
“Shhh. You should go home now” Aaron was trying to soothe me.
“I don’t want to. I cant face her” I sobbed into his shoulder
“Well you have to go somewhere” Aaron held me tight
“I know- I- I- I will call Cat or Layla” I tried to calm down
“No, You can come with me.” He smiled at me
“But, wont your parents… uhm” I was trying to think
“Don’t worry about it. My mom wont care. She doesn’t care about me anyways” Aaron said bitterly
“I’m sorry” My problems suddenly felt really dumb
“Don’t be. It’ll make having you around easier” Aaron helped me to my feet
“Ok” I said wiping tears off my face
We walked back to my house to get his car and so I could grab a couple of things for school tomorrow.
I walked into the house and heard Timra and Adam arguing.
“You did what?!” That was Timra
“Had s. ex with another girl”
“You told me that we were special”
“We were-are”
“Bullsh. it”
“I love you Timra”
“If you love me so much then why’d you cheat on me?”
“You were pr. egnant and I was confused”
“That’s no excuse. I hid the kid from my family so that you wouldn’t have to come and take care of it”
“I would’ve come around”
“When? A year after it was born?! I wasn’t going to wait around for you for a year to ‘come around’!!”
“Timra-“
“Go!”
“What?”
“Out of my house! Don’t come back!”
Adam started to walk out of the house but stopped when he stopped me.
“This is all your fault!” He yelled
I am so done with this sh. it “Me?! You are blaming me for what YOU did?! YOU knocked Timra up! YOU cheated on MY sister! YOU left her when she needed you most and you have the nerve to tell me that I’m the problem?!”
Adam stormed out without saying another word. At this point my blood was boiling.
“Lena you came back. You’ve been gone for over two hours” Timra was on the verge of crying
“I’m not staying. I’m just grabbing a few things for the night” I said coolly
“What?” Timra looked hurt
“I am done with you. All of it. I cant take you lying to me anymore. I’m done” I walked up the stairs
I could hear Timra crying but I don’t care. I’m done caring
I grabbed a duffle bag and stuffed it with the stuff I needed to use to get ready in the morning and my charger for my phone. I also grabbed my school bag.
I walked down the stairs and out the door without giving Timra a second look. Once I was in Aarons car we drove to his house. About five minutes after we left my driveway I called my mom.
The phone rang twice before she picked it up
“Hi, Honey! How did it go?”
“Uhm, not too well. I’m staying the night at Aarons, Timra and I got into a big fight”
“You are going to stay the night at Aarons?”
“Yeah.”
“Is that such a good idea”
“I’ll be fine. Give dad a kiss for me”
“Okay sweetie. Be safe. I love you”
“I love you too”
I hung up before she could argue with me.
“So your parents are just cool with you staying the night?” Aaron spoke for the first time since we got in the car
“They trust me. Maybe not for long once they find out about…. Timra and Adam” I sighed
We finally got to Aarons and we went to his bedroom. I am exhausted and ready for bed.
“Do you want something to eat” Aaron grabbed my hand and twined our fingers together
“That sounds amazing” I smiled deciding to not let what happened ruin my night.
Aaron made us some grilled cheese and we watched movies all night long. Clear until the sun rose.
“We didn’t go to bed last night” I started to panic.
“Then we should go to bed” Aaron suggested
“But we have school” I protested
“We can ditch. Just this once” Aaron kissed me on the forehead
“Okay” I smiled tiredly
“Plus school wont start for another two hours anyways” Aaron yawned.
“Can we go to bed” I asked
“Sure. Come on.” Aaron grabbed my hand and pulled me to his bedroom.
We got to his room and he laid down. I smiled at him.
“Come sleep with me” He grinned up at me
I laid down in his arms with my head on his chest. The last thing I remember hearing before falling asleep was the steady sound of Aarons heartbeat.
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August 12, 2013 8:43pm UTC

bold what you've been called:
- ugly
- stupid
- not good enough
- a waste of space
- anorexic
- fat
- wh.re/sl.ut
- loser
- b.tch
- useless
- freak
- emo
- r.etard
- g.ay
- f.ag
- too tall
- too short
- nerd
- you'd be better dead

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August 12, 2013 5:20pm UTC

Three more followers till 100! That is amazing!

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August 12, 2013 3:47pm UTC

I dont understand. I havent cut in 13 weeks and I am suddenly struggling to not cut. I am having such a hard time. I literally dug my nails into the couch cushion and I just- I dont know. Its become unbearable. I dont know what to do. Please please please help me ASAP before I do something I might regret

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August 8, 2013 10:46pm UTC

Where are you?
Chapter Three (Part Two)
Timra
“Hi Timra” Adam looked down.
“What do you want?” I asked emotionless
“Can I come in” Adam looked up
I walked to the living room and he followed
“I want to apologize” He said sitting on the couch.
“It’s a little late don’t you think?” I said sitting on the chair farthest from him
“Timra, I love you. I always have and I always will” Adam broke into tears.
“Then why’d you leave me and tell me you loved Elyssa”
“Because when you told me that you were pregnant it scared me and I didn’t know what to do. Timra, we were freshman, we were fifteen, the thought that I would be a father at fifteen scared me” Adam sobbed.
“You don’t think I was scared?! I didn’t want to be a mother! I couldn’t run away from it! I relied on you to help me through it!” I almost started crying
“I know. And it was wrong of me to leave. When I heard you had an abortion it crushed me, I left the school because I couldn’t handle it. I came back to find out that your homeschooled” Adam wasn’t trying to hide his tears
“ Shh. I’m doing school online and nobody knows” I tried to quiet him
“Well I went looking for Lena and when I found her she was with a football player! But not just any football player! Do you know that your sister is dating my cousin?!” Adam raised his voice
“Why would I care?!” I started to show emotion “She is happy and he seems nice! He is coming over tonight to hang out! Now why are you here?!”
“Take me back?” Adam whimpered
“I don’t know…” I don’t trust him
“Please?” Adam whispered quieter now
“Lets try being friends first” I tried
“Fine. Then you wouldn’t mind if I asked out Jannette Le’merise?” He became emotionless.
“No I wouldn’t mind at all” I had to hide my shock
“But we’ll still be friends?” Adam seemed vulnerable
“Yeah” I said solemnly
“What time is Aaron coming over? I’ll come back so you wont feel so awkward. Kay?” Adam said
“Seven. Thanks” I was officially empty of all emotion
Adam started walking towards the door then stopped “Hey Timra?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you. If it were now that you got pregnant I would gladly take care of the kid with you. And don’t worry I wont tell anyone about the baby or the whole school online thing”
“Thank you” Was all I could manage to say.
Adam left without another word.
With Adam back in my life was going to be so much harder.
Seven came way to quickly and the doorbell rang.
“I’ll get it! Its probably Aaron!” Lena rushed to the door
“You look pretty” I called
Lena smiled at me then open the door.
“Hey Aaron! Oh! Ew! Go away!” Lena slammed the door
“Adam is back in town but I sent him away” Lena ran into the room
“Oh! I forgot!” I ran over to the door and let Adam in
“Okay why’d you let that a.sshole in?” Lena rolled her eyes
“We are friends and I invited him” I suddenly felt really guilty
“Uhg! Why?” Lena was upset
Adam started to speak but Lena shut him up
“You may have Timras trust but you don’t have mine” Lena stormed out of the room.
Adam started talking to me like we did before we dated, like when we were best friends. I tried to be as enthusiastic as I could with him talking about how Jannette agreed to go out with him. The doorbell rang fifteen minutes later and Lena opened it and welcomed Aaron into out home warmly in a similar way she used to let Adam in. Adam tensed up. I guess he realized it too.
“I miss that” He whispered in my ear “The way your sister greets people”
“Aaron… this is my sister Timra and-“ Lena was introducing me to Aaron. “and this is Adam” Lena finished in disgust
“Adam what the h.ell are you doing here?!” Aaron got angry “I knew you got back to town but why are you at my girlfriends house?!”
“You know Adam?” Lena looked at Aaron confused
“He’s my cousin. He got some girl pregnant last year so his parents sent him off to military school. But before that he cheated on the girl he got pregnant with my girlfriend” Aaron said with hatred in his voice
“Cheated” I yelled
“Got pregnant?!” Lena screamed
“Yeah… why?” Aaron calmed down a little.
“Timra!” Lena yelled
“Yes?” My voice squeaked
“Wanna tell me something?” Lena lowered her voice but put pure anger in it.
“I was pregnant” I whispered
“Really?!” Lena’s voice was dripping with sarcasm
“This is the girl you got pregnant!” Aaron spoke directly to Adam
“Timra! This is where I draw the line! I know that you dropped school and I know that you do illegal… things. You didn’t tell me about any of this yet I forgave you and I’ve been keeping it a secret for you but getting pregnant as a freshman and hiding it from me?! Of all people!” Lena started to leave the house in a huff
“Where are you going” I whimpered
“Away” Lena stormed off.
Aaron followed her and assured Adam they would be talking later about this. After they left I turned to Adam.
“Cheated on me?! You cheated?!” I yelled at the top of my lungs
“Timra, it was an accident and it only happened once” Adam calmly replied
“What exactly happened?” I asked calmly
“I had s.ex with the other girl” Adam looked down
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August 8, 2013 5:31pm UTC

Where are you?
Chapter Three (Part One)
Timra
I’m really glad that Lena’s happy but I shouldn’t have told her it was okay to tell me about her date. It’s killing me, but I smile and nod. I wish she’d just stop and go to bed or something.
“Hey! You should hang out with us tomorrow!” Lena jumped out of her seat.
“Is that a good idea. I mean you guys just started going out.” I forced a smile
“I don’t think he’d mind” She came over to my bed “Unless you don’t want to”
Great…. She’s trying to guilt me into hanging out with them.
“There wont be any mushy love stuff or whatever” She tried again
I really don’t want to “I’d love to!”
“Good! I’ll text him!” Lena rushed to her bedroom
I decided to shut the computer off and go to bed.
The next morning I woke up early and decided to get ready for school. Once I had my usual type of clothing on (jeans and a long sleeve shirt) I decided to go to Lena’s room where I heard her on the phone.
“Of course I would!” I could hear the excitement in her voice
I walked in her room and sat on her bed across from the chair she was sitting in, she put her index finger up to me telling me to wait just one minute.
“Yes. I always do! Yes. Yes. Of course! So seven? Great! I cannot wait for you to meet her! Okay well shes here right now so I have to go! I’ll see you first period! Alright! Bye!”
“Hey, you’re up early!” Lena grinned
“Yep. I came in here to ask when we were going out with Aaron but now I don’t have to” I faked my smile
“Seven! And we’ll be hanging out here!” Lena seems so happy.
“So what was the whole ‘I’d love to’ thing about?” I asked out of pure curiosity
“I’m going to wear Aarons football number on Friday for his game” She beamed
“Oh, cool!” I forced excitement for her.
“Yep! We should go get breakfast! We have more than two hours before school starts.” Lena got off her chair.
“Oh, I didn’t realized how early it is! That means it’s five.” I legitimately had no clue how early it was
“Lets go” Lena grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the room
We went to Denny’s to eat.
“I’m starving” I picked up a menu
I could see the relief in Lena’s eyes when I ordered chocolate chip pancakes with extra bacon and a chocolate milkshake. I really am not starving myself or doing anything to harm my body, it’s not worth it, I’m going to be dead soon anyways.
“Uhm, I’ll have the same as my sister” Lena grinned.
“Are you paying or am I?” I asked
“Me, of course!” Lena laughed
The entire time during breakfast Lena and I just chatted about different things. After we both finished eating we still had fourty five minutes before school started.
“Wanna go to school early?” Lena suggested
“Sure why not” I sighed knowing that we were going no matter what I said.
“Cool” Lena paid the bill and we left the restaurant
By the time we got to school we still had a half an hour to kill. We saw Lena’s friends Layla and Cat
“Hey guys!” Lena yelled over at her friends
“Hey Lena…. And Timra?” Layla called
“Uhm… Hi!” Cat smiled
Once we got to the two girls Lena started talking and she tried including me in the conversation but I kept waving her off and telling her that I’d rather just listen. I left when I saw Aaron coming. I really didn’t care to meet him. I went to the library to read until first period started. Once the bell rang for first period I went to class. My first two classes I go by unnoticed by anyone except Lena in second period. After second period I left school (as usual) unnoticed (again). I’m not technically enrolled in school anymore. After I called the school posing as my mother saying that after first and second period I’m homeschooled they didn’t question me missing classes. I did this after my boyfriend, Adam, broke up with me and I lost all my friends when I became depressed about Adam. I started doing what I did everyday when I got home. I went up to my room and pulled a box out from under my bed. In the box I stored newspaper clippings and articles I printed off the internet of suicides, I use these to get ideas for the perfect suicide.
Hours passed and I heard Elyssa walk in the house calling my name. I quickly put the contents of my box back in the box and shoved it back under my bed.
“I’m coming” I yelled
“Hey” Elyssa smiled “I heard you get to meet Aaron today”
“Yup, tonight at seven he’s coming over” I forced myself to sound excited
“Well have fun. You know that boy you used to date? Yeah, he’s here to see you. I think he said his name is Adam” Elyssa shrugged and walked away
I felt a burst of excitement. I slowly walked over to the door and opened it to see Adam standing in the doorway.
I have posted this story to Wattpad if you'd like to keep up with me there if its easier for you! My username is 'bree_dancer55' and thats where I'm going to start a new story in the next couple of weeks. Comment if you want to be notified on witty!

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August 7, 2013 1:55pm UTC

"Where are you?"
Update!
So school is starting in a month (for me it is anyways) and I know that I am going to still be working on my story when school starts because I am only on chapter three and hardly anything has happened yet! (just like in this update) anyways I finally figured out how I am going to continue working on the story and not have it cause problems with school work, dance, all the homework I'm going to get for taking senior classes as a freshman, and starting a new school (again :/) I will be getting up a little earlier to post so it'll be like four in the morning when I post the story and notify you. So now you'll have something to read when you get home from school!
Also, my notify list got reaally screwed up so now I'm only notifying a couple of people and I know that there are more that I should be notifying so could you please comment on this quote if i should be notifying you? Please and thank you!
Lastly I've noticed that some of my readers are active and commenting on my chapters and favorite-ing them and some are not and I dont know if its just because you guys arent reading them or what but I'd really appreciate it if everyone who reads my story could favorite/comment on my chapters so that I know that when I notify you I'm not just like leaving a comment on your page for something you dont even look at.
Thank you so much! Have a fabulous day! (Yeah I know I cant spell but witty doesnt have spell check and I'm too lazy to look things up)

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August 7, 2013 2:27am UTC

Where are you?
Chapter two (Part Two)
Lena
I went to my closet and for once felt like I had nothing to wear. I decided on a dress that Layla would approve of (a red sundress that’s knee length and had Hawaiian flowers all on the skirt part) I decided on black ballet flats. I then went to the bathroom to do my hair and makeup. I curled my hair in loose curls that framed my face perfectly. I decided to be simple for makeup and just put some black eyeliner on and three layers of black mascara. By the time I finished it was seven fifty two and I knew Aaron would be here soon. After the longest eight minutes of my life my bell rang at exactly eight. I opened the door to a smiling Aaron.
“Hi” I grinned
“Wow, You look amazing Lena”
“Oh, uhm, thanks. Uhm you do too” I suddenly got really nervous
“Well, we should get going huh?”
“What? Oh yeah, lemme just go tell my sister that I’m leaving. Please come on in, I’ll be back down in like two seconds” I smiled
“Take your time.” He laughed
It took all my strength to not run as fast as I could up the stairs. Once I got upstairs I went to Timras room.
“Hey, I’m going out with Aaron. I called mom so she knows. I’ll stop in when I get home. Kay?” I said to my sister who was reading.
“Kay.” She smiled
I went back downstairs and told Aaron that I was ready to go. When we got to his car he opened the car door for me. He went around to the drivers seat and got in the car.
“Where are we going?” I smile
“Out for ice cream” Aaron laughed
“Well I know that silly, I meant where, like the place”
“You’ll have to wait and find out”
I laughed. “Okay”
When I realized that we were going to my favorite ice cream shop called Julio’s I got really excited, this date is going to be perfect.
“We are going to Julio’s” I smiled
“You like Julio’s?” He asked
“It’s my favorite” I grinned
“Good”
We arrived to Julio’s and I ordered my favorite mint-chip ice cream with caramel sauce. Aaron insisted that he paid. We talked the entire time about random and weird stuff. After two hours we decided that we should get going. He drove me home. The entire ride home Aaron and I were flirting and joking around and just being ourselves. I never wanted this night to end. When we got to my house Aaron walked me up to my doorstep and he leaned down and gave me a goodnight kiss. It was the most magical feeling in the entire world. After the kiss I smiled really big and said goodnight and headed inside. As soon as I got in the house Elyssa rushed downstairs.
“How was your date with Aaron?” She was super hyper
“It was fine” I said
“Fine?! You are grinning like an idiot! I can tell it went better than fine! Plus he wasn’t at our table for lunch so does that mean he was with you?! Are you going on a second date?! Are you guys like a package deal now?! Are you going to his upcoming football game?! Ohhhhh are you going to wear his number on Friday for his game?! I have got to know” Elyssa was hounding me with questions
“Slow down I cant keep up” My brain was still everywhere from the kiss
“Answer my questions! You are my baby sister! I have to know everything!” Elyssa insisted
“Uhm… Yes he was with me at lunch. We will probably go on a second date. I dunno if we are a ‘package deal’ I don’t think so though. I’ll probably go to his game but I always do that anyways. Uhm I don’t have anything with his number on it so no, plus I don’t know if that’d be weird or not” I unscrambled my thoughts just long enough to answer all her questions
“Well of course you’d be wearing his hoodie with his number on it genius” Elyssa rolled her eyes and acted like I should know this
“Oh” I said dumbly
“He kissed you huh?” Elyssa grinned
“Uhm… yeah… you can tell?” I was dumbfounded that she knew
“Duh! You are all dazed and unfocused, that can only mean a kiss! Now go tell Timra all about your date, since I cant get anything out of you” Elyssa threw her hands up in exasperation.
I rushed upstairs to Timra’s room and barged into her bedroom where she was on the internet on our favorite website “wittyprofiles.com”. I grinned at the funny quote she was reading and then made a small coughing noise to get her attention.
“Lena, I knew you were there dumba.ss” Timra said without looking up “I could hear you stomping up the steps to my room” Timra started laughing
“Oh, I didn’t realize” I smiled
“So, how was it?!” She put her laptop on her bed next to her
“It was magical” I sighed dramatically sitting down in her fuzzy chair
Timra laughed. She sat quietly and listened attentively while I explained my amazing date in great detail to her right before I got to the kiss I stopped.
“why’d you stop” Timra asked
“I feel bad. You and Andi just broke up and I’m talking about my love life” I looked at the ground
“You are fine. I like hearing about this from you, It’s nice to see you so happy” Timra smiled at me
I smiled as big as I could towards her. How did I get so lucky to have such an amazing sister/best friend?
Next chapter is going to be in Timra's P.O.V.
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August 4, 2013 1:31pm UTC

-I dont understand.
- Crinkle a piece of paper
- Okay. Done.
- Now apologize to it.
- Sorry paper.
- Did that fix it?
- No
- Now try to flatten it.
- Okay. I did it.
- Does it look the same as before?
- No
- Do you understand now?
- Yes.

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August 2, 2013 12:20am UTC

Has anyone else become suddenly obsessed with Ross Lynch's music since Teen Beach Movie and you like dont know how to explain it and you like start using word from his songs or from Teen Beach Movie like seriously make it stop, make it stop!

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July 31, 2013 3:16pm UTC

Where Are You?
Chapter two (part one)
Lena
On my way to third period Aaron caught up with me to walk me to class.
“Hey” I grinned
“Hi” He smiled. “So uhm I was wondering if I could uhh sit with you and your friends at lunch” He put his hand to his neck nervously
“I would love that! But I don’t sit with same kind of people that you do”
“I don’t care, I’m getting tired of the people I hang around anyways, all they do is talk bad about everyone else. We started talking about you once and that’s when I decided I was going to ask you out. Best decision of my life”
“Awe.” I grinned big
Aaron grabbed my hand and we walked into class together. Jade practically had a heart attack when she saw us. We went to our separate seats. Aaron sits by Jade. And Jade started talking to him.
Aaron started to look angry.
I could hear him start to raise his voice. “Leave her and her sister alone-“ He realized how loud he had been talking and brought his voice down.
Jade started to look hurt and upset. She started yelling at him.
“She is trash! I could tell you so many things about her! She is not someone you want to hang around! She is unimportant and worthless! She isn’t even close to becoming popular! She isn’t pretty! She dresses in awful clothing! So what if she’s smart?! She is a nobody! You’re a somebody Aaron! Somebody’s don’t date nobody’s!”
Aaron was yelling now “She isn’t trash or worthless! She isn’t unimportant! She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen! And who cares if she isn’t popular or if she doesn’t wear designer clothes?! It doesn’t matter to me! That kind of thing has never mattered to me! She is an amazing person! She is smart, beautiful, funny and just plain perfect! She’s a somebody to me! I like her because of the person she is! Everyone knows that you have a crush on me and I’m flattered I truly am but its never going to happen! You are fake! And you aren’t somebody I want to be around!” by the time Aaron was through with yelling everyone was staring at them.
Aaron turned to me and mouthed ‘I’m sorry’. I smiled and mouthed ‘it’s alright’. The bell rang and the teacher walked in and began teaching. The entire class period all I could think about is that someone besides layla and Cat stood up for me and that I think I really like Aaron a lot more than I had thought. When the bell rang for lunch Aaron waited for me by the door so we could go to lunch together. We walked to lunch and we bought our food and went to go sit down with Cat and Layla.
“Hey guys” I said “This is Aaron”
“Oh, we know who he is Lena” Layla grinned.
“Way to be “cool” about it. Aren’t you the one always telling us that if Aaron ever talked to us we’d have to pretend we had no clue who he was” I laughed
“Don’t say that he is stand right next to you!” Layla looked at him then back at me.
“This one is Layla and that’s Cat” I pointed to each of my friends
“So Aaron why are you over here?” Cat asked while taking a bite of her sandwich
“Cat! That’s rude!” I exclaimed
“She’s fine, this just means I get to brag some more about how I am the luckiest guy in the world to have the most perfect girl in the world” He winked
“And I have the most perfect guy in the world” I bit my lip
“Awe you guys are so cute” “Yuck!” layla and Cat said at the same time. (You can guess who said what)
I just smiled and began eating. We all talked about nonsense for the entire lunch period. When the bell ended lunch Aaron asked me to go to get ice cream with him and of course I said yes.
“Pick you up at eight?”
“Okay”
We all went to our classes. The rest of the day went by uneventful. I went home and did all my homework. I then ate dinner. I decided it was time to go get ready for my date at six thirty.
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July 30, 2013 1:26pm UTC

I have been on witty for three months and twenty three days
And this will be my one hundredth quote on this account! Isnt this exciting!? No? Okay! Anyways I'm just going to make this a "Where are you?" update. (My first update for this story)
I have the most amazing and supportive readers in the world and I couldnt ask for better ones! Thank you so much for reading my story! I am happy to know that I'm not writing to nobody (if that makes sense)
Okay on to the actual update,
1. So part one of chapter one was really long and I know that I'd prefer to put longer parts up and I'm sure most of you prefer to read longer chapters but I cant post longer chapters because when I tried posting chapter one part one it wouldnt let me post it until I "Shortened my quote or tidy up'd my HTML" So i spent an hour trying to make it fit without earasin any part of my story, I managed to do so but I really dont want to spend an hour trying to make it fit every time i try to post part of a chapter, I am dedicated to this story but I just do not have the time to do that.
2. I know I post this on every quote but the real life Jannette and Jade are really amazing, nice cool people, I would actually recommend talking to them. I would honestly recommend talking to any of the people that the characters in my story are based off of, every single one of them are perfectly nice.
3. All of your characters will be used eventually, I have only written the first chapter I will get to you, maybe not til the sventh chapter but I will eventually get to you.
4. I have gotten some people asking me if all the characters are based off of real people, the answer is yes, one hundred percent of all the people in my story are real people, I just changed last names. Not all of the characters are based on people from witty though. Aaron, Mrs. Montgomery and other people that will show up later in the story are based on people from tumblr, or people I know in real life. Now there will be a character based on myself just with a different name and it'll be a smaller part that I'm only in for a chapter or two
5. For those of you asking when the whole ghost thing will come into play. Whenever I feel like it is the answer! :) I'm actually not sure but I do know that SPOILER ALERT: it will be after Timra dies.
6. I will start doing spoiler alerts throughout the story. How they will work is well like I just did (Although if you read my idea for the story this particular one wasnt really a spoiler alert) anyways, at the top of the spoiler alert quote will be the words spoiler alert in red capital letters and then underneath I will write what the spoiler is in white so that those of you who dont want to see it dont have to if you come across my page to reread a chapter or something and those of you who do want to read it can just highlight it.
7. And finally if you want to be notified comment on my quote rather than favorating it. Favorating it shows me that you read my story/chapter commenting on it means you liked enough to be notified of upcoming chapter
If you have any questions leave them on this quote and I'll answer them in my next update!
xoxo,
Bree

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Where are you?
Chapter one (part two)
Lena
“Leave Timra alone, I’ll tell Aaron no” I waved Jade off “I didn’t want to go out with him anyways. He’s nothing but a pretty boy with no brains” I winked at Cat. “He’s all yours although I doubt he wants used goods” I smiled to myself for that last comment as I walked off to class with Cat.
We slipped into class unnoticed. Ten minutes into the period I got hit with a note from Aaron saying ‘meet me after class’I scribbled the word ‘sure’ on the paper and handed it back to him. He winked at me and he sat back in his seat. Five minutes until class was over I got a text from Timra ‘Say yes to aaron if you want. Don’t worry about Jade, if she wants to be popular she’ll leave me alone, I’ll threaten to tell Elyssa’ as the bell rang I quickly texted her back thanking her.
I started walking out of class when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw it was Aaron and I smiled.
“hey” I bit my lip
“hey so I have a question for you”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah and feel free to say no if you want”
“Okay… whats your question?”
“Would you maybe be my girlfriend? We could go out to dinner or something”
“I’d love to”
“Really?” his sparkly blue eyes lit up as he smiled
“Really” I grinned. Maybe I like Aaron more than I thought
“So I’ll uh I’ll call you?” He started to walk away
“In order to call me you would need my number right?” I laughed.
“Oh! Yeah.” He turned bright red.
I giggled and handed him a piece of paper with my number on it and waved as he walked away. I walked to my second class that I had with Timra… and Jade.
“Did you say yes?!” Timra rushed over to me
“What made you think he asked me already?” I laughed
“Elyssa caught me in the hall and told me he was going to ask you out after first period.” Timra had a death grip on my arm.
“He did and I said-“ Jade walked over and cut me off
“He asked you out and you said no right?”
“Actually I said yes” I smiled sweetly.
“You would do that to your poor sister Timra” Jade taunted
“If you ever talk to, about or in front of Timra about anything I will personally tell Elyssa what you are doing and you will no friends except for maybe Jannette but I wouldn’t count on Jannette sticking around for that and you will never be popular no matter what you do” I threatened.
Jade huffed off into the classroom. Timra and I giggled and skipped off to class. The bell rang and everyone took their seats. Mrs. Montgomery walked into the room followed by Adele- I mean Ms. Esterlye. Ms. Esterlye or as I like to call her Adele is one of my friends, yes shes a (student) teacher, no its not lame shes only a year older than me, she graduated high school early and she only has a year left of college before she does full time teaching. Adele actually reminds me of Cat in the way she has the tips of her hair dyed blue and her ‘I don’t give a sh. it’attitude but she dresses in dresses that make her hazel eyes pop like Layla. Adele and I hang out outside of school often enough.
“Lena! Pay attention” Mrs. Montgomery yelled practically in my face
Adele was trying to stifle a giggle (unsuccessfully) .
“Mrs. Esterlye would you tell me whats so funny?” Mrs. Montgomery turned to Adele.
“You have bird poop on the back of your skirt” Adele smiled
“Oh my! Thank you dear! You are quite right! Teach the class while I’m gone” Mrs. Montgomery rushed out of the room.
“Lena can you tell me what the answer to this equation is” Adele asked me.
“No Ms. Esterlye, I don’t know the answer” I smiled
“Well lets figure it out together” Adele challenged
“Fine the answers seven, jeez” I said not wanting to have a simple equation explained to me.
“How’d you get to that answer?” Adele asked wanting me to explain
“I actually don’t know…” I said not lying this time “Is it wrong?”
“No, its correct, I just want you to explain how you got that answer.”
“I honestly don’t know”
I heard snickering from the back of the room and I hid my face in my arm. Adele stopped bugging me about the answer. After class ended Adele pulled me aside.
“Hey, sorry about embarrassing you in front of the class” Adele said sheepishly
“It’s fine, Adele.” I smiled
“ Okay, see you after school?”
“Possibly” I grinned
“Cool”
I walked off to my third class. Passing by a smiling Aaron who winked at me. By the time I got to third period I had the biggest grin on my face.
My chapters are going to all be shorter than Chapter one (part one) because I had an issue with posting it. Again Jannette and Jade are very kind people in real life. Comment on this chapter if you want to be notified.

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July 29, 2013 11:56am UTC

Where Are You?
Chapter one (part one)
Lena
Timra! Come on we are going to be late for school!" I call up the stairs at my twin.
“I’m coming” She calls from upstairs.
Five minutes later she comes down the stairs in her favorite blue sweater and jeans with her long brown hair lose around her face and her big brown eyes looking at me. (okay so maybe we look exactly the same but she just has some sort of beauty about her that makes her so much prettier in my opinion)
“You know you could’ve just left without me, I would’ve been fine to ride the bus to school” She giggled and opened the door.
“Arent you going to eat?” I look her up and down noticing she has been losing a lot of weight recently.
“Nah, I’ll eat a big lunch” She picked her backpack up and walked out the door.
“Timra… You have to eat.” I sighed and unlocked my old tan ugly car.
“I will, I told you I’m gonna eat a big lunch. I’m not starving myself I promise, I’m just not hungry, plus we’re running late” She sat in the car waiting for me to get in.
“Fine but you are eating both a big lunch and a big dinner” I started the car and pulled out of our driveway.
We didn’t talk for awhile. It was dead silent. I was lost in my thoughts ‘is Timra eating enough?’ is there something shes not telling me?’ I remembered the girl from my history class and pulled the car over.
“What are you doing?” Timra yelled
“What is going on?” I blurted out
“What?” Timra looked at me with a confused look.
“You have lost a lot of weight recently and you where nothing but long sleeves” I sighed
“What are you implying?” Timra looked at me accusingly
“What the h.ell is going on? You never eat? Are you starving yourself? And the long sleeves imply that you may be cutting your wrists! I am worried for you! You haven’t been the same lately and I’m getting worried!” I started to cry
“I’m not starving myself, I just haven’t had much of an appetite lately, I promise I’ll eat more. And I’m not cutting my wrists.” Timra sighed.
“Show me”
“Huh?”
“You heard me. Show me your wrists”
She pulled her sleeves up to reveal clean wrists.
“Why have you been wearing long sleeves lately?”
“After Adam broke up with me I’ve been feeling insecure about myself so I’ve been hiding as much as possible. And I’m losing weight not because I’m starving myself but because I’ve started exercising so that I don’t feel insecure”
“Promise?”
“Promise, now lets get to school”
I drove us the rest of the way to school feeling relived that my twin is going to be okay and that she is okay.
Once we got to school I hugged her and walked over to my two best friends Cat and Layla. Cat had her dirty blonde hair with red streaks in a French Braid and she was wearing the most perfect makeup that made her eyes look bluer, she was wearing her skinny jeans and ripped shirt with her combat boots. While Layla had her long dirty blonde hair in curls around her face with a flowery dress that made her blueish-green eyes pop.
“Would you please tell miss flower dress here to stop criticizing my outfit” Cat poked Layla on the shoulder
“Ouch! That hurt! Your nickname fits you well! Cats are absolutely awful” Layla pouted
“well hello to you too!” I laughed at my two ‘other sisters’ as I like to call them.
“You guys are always fighting” I put my arms around them
Both girls folded their arms across their chests and looked at me pointedly. I pulled my arms off of them.
“Fine” I sigh “Layla leave cats outfit alone no matter how goth she looks and cat you know how sensitive Layla can be so lay off”
Both girls rolled their eyes at me.
“That wasn’t what we were hoping” Cat started
“But it’s what we were expecting” Layla finished
“There! Look teaming up against me! That’s something you guys can do together!” I laughed and they joined my laughter.
“So I hear that Aaron Williams is going to ask you out” Layla squealed.
“Who cares? He’s just a pretty boy with no brains” Cat rolled her eyes.
She’s so gorgeous she gets asked out on a daily basis but she shoots every guy down she has no interest in dating.
“Caterina Allison! You will not turn Aaron Williams down if he ever asks you out!” Layla looked shocked (as usual) “Plus I was talking to Lena, As if Aaron Williams will ever ask YOU out!” Layla smirked
“Me? What would someone like him want to do with me?” I asked shocked
“You are so pretty! And your so amazing! Why wouldn’t he want to date you?!” Layla used hand gestures to express her excitement
“He hangs out with Elyssa. As much as I love Elyssa her friends aren’t the type of people who want to be around me” I said. “Plus Aaron is Jade’s crush. Everyone knows it.”
“Who gives a d.amn about jade?” Cat rolled her eyes.
“I heard my name. Why are you sl.utbags talking about me?” I saw the wicked Jade walk towards me with her perfect little friend Jannette.
“I still cant believe you and her were best friends all throughout elementary and middle school” Cat eyed Jade up and down.
It’s true Jade and I used to be best friends. She used to be nice but then freshman year she started hanging out with Jannette and ever since they have been trying to climb her way up the social ladder and trying to hang out with my sister Elyssa.
“I cant either. I don’t know why I was hanging out with this trash”
I rolled my eyes as she flipped her perfectly straight brown hair out over her shoulder.
“Anyways I came over here to talk to you-“ Jade was cut off by Layla
“Aaron is going to ask Lena out and theres nothing you can do about it”
“Don’t you have somewhere to be the bell just rang and you wouldn’t want to ruin your perfect attendance record”
Laylas eyes went wide as she ran down the hall to her first class yelling an apology behind her.
“As I was saying, you are going to say no to Aaron or I will make your life a living h.ell” Jade smirked
“You already try, it doesn’t work. What makes you think it’ll work when I say yes to aaron” I said boldly
I saw Jades eyes widen and then they lit up like she just got an idea. “Then I’ll make Timra’s life a living h.ell”
“You wouldn’t”
"Watch me”
Comment if you want to be notified for my upcoming chapters. Just to let everyone know the real life jade and jannette are really nice people.

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July 29, 2013 1:02am UTC

I was just on "steve"s account and I am very upset with him. He said that the whole depression quotes thing wasnt a bug. He did it on purpose! He said the bug that needed to be fixed is that we werent able to go out of our way to look at depression quotes. And then he said that the black parade can "end now". The whole point of the black parade was to get all the quotes back. his exact words are:
Some of you have noticed that some negative quotes no longer show in the top quotes and new quotes feeds. This change was done intentionally by me for two reasons: 1) a study cited in a book I read, mentioned that when mass media publicizes a suicide, it leads to more suicides among people who can relate to the person who committed suicide. 2) When I asked why people continue to visit Witty Profiles, many mentioned it was for the funny quotes. Some mentioned specifically that they don't like reading the depressing quotes when they've come to Witty for funny quotes. The bug that I need to fix will allow users to browse through these negative quotes if they've gone out of their way to do so. I just don't want to promote these quotes and have Witty be part of a downward spiral for someone. I hope this makes sense. This bug has been fixed. The #blackparade can end now.
if you dont believe me go to his page. He is making us feel unequal and worse than everyone else.

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July 28, 2013 5:04pm UTC

Where are you?
Prolouge
Lena
I am your average teenager. I have bland brown hair that isnt too long and boring brown eyes. I have my two best friends Cat and Layla. I have my bullies. And I have two sisters! My older sister Elyssa who is the prettiest most popular girl in the school. And my twin sister Timra who doesnt look anything like me and she is really like my best friend. My life isnt perfect but I'm happy. I get good grades in school and I please my parents. My name is Lena. One instant changes my entire life. One second my life is great the next... well lets just say my life turns into a living h.ell
Timra
I'm Timra. I'm different. I'm dead inside. I have a loving family. But I'm antisocial so I have no friends. I am picked on for not being the same as everyone else, I had a wonderful boyfriend but that ended when the prettiest, most popular girl in my school caught his eye, this girl is my big sister Elyssa. She didn't do it on purpose but she did and now I can't help but to feel empty. I am holding on and faking a smile for my twin Lena, she is my best friend, shes my only friend, and I plan to protect her in any way I can, in any way I have to, even if that means lying to her and pretending to be okay.
This is just the (extremely short) prolouge. Its not fantastic but I was kind of in a rush so please dont judge my entire story based on this prolouge. If you want to be notified for future chapters just comment on this quote or on profile

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July 28, 2013 1:12pm UTC

Okay so heres the cast list for my story. "Where are you?" (Okay so the title is a work in progress)
Main-WittyxxGirlxx(lena)
Main's BFF's-BulletproofLove (Layla) and EpicTrouble (Cat)
Main's Bullies- _Jannette (Jannette) and jadeestone (Jade)
Sister 1 (The one that dies)- Wittycause (no name yet)
Sister 2- doublesidedice (Elyssa)
Helpful ghost-Tori10176 (Tori)
Mean ghost-Mind (Alice)
Favorite teacher-InwardBeauty (Adele)
Male ghost- Eli22b (Eli)
Other ghosts- rubee3 (Hannah) and giveyourheartabreak (Kira)
So if I cant get ahold of Wittycause then I'm going to have to find someone else to be the main sister because (as you can see) I am missing some vital information (like her name) and I also have to ask her some really important questions for her, but I can get by the first few chapters without asking these questions but I do need her name to start the story so if anyone can give me her name that would be greatly appreciated or if i cant get ahold of her by this afternoon I will need another person for the pa

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July 28, 2013 11:09am UTC

ok so i have picked all the parts for my story! i had so many people who wanted a part and i tried creating parts for everyone but it didnt quite work out. i did create a few extra roles for certine people that i just had to have in my story but not everyone got a part! there are still a few people i have to talk with in order to make sure they're okay with some of tge stuff i want to do with the characters so i might not have all the parts quite yet but i'll post the cast list by tonight or tomorrow for sure

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