Just Him&I. Shootin' hoops. Catchin' up on the latest. Sending my mind through loops. God, he's the grestest. Makes me the craziest. Oh and by the way, The hug he gave me at the end Made me feel more than a friend. ♥
A friend? No, thats not the right word. Could i ever get him back? So close to me? As a boyfriend? As something more? boyy, do i hope as something more. Now, hes more than a friends, or boyfriend......he family.. Spending weekends in his basement, watching movies all day. Laughing and kissing till one of us couldnt take it any longer. Going places with eachother families, learning more and more abbout eachother, everyday. All this, this year we spent together, wasnt making a stronger relationship, it was making.....something i cant describe. What we found together, what we had together was real, so strong, passionate and something ive never felt before. It must of been love. It had to be love. Now, hes gone. promises broken. hearts broke.
remember this? remember when that one person told you this? to save our relationship? "it's going to suck if you break up and regret it becuase you may never get her back" remember? remember? that one day? when you saiid "forever&always" remember? remember? leaving me notes in my locker? telling me not to worry becuase you were going to figure everything out. remember? remember? when you said "i love you" for the first time? i do. remember? remember? a couple weeks ago? when i saidd "im still falling in love with you" andd you said " i promise ill catch you" ? remember? remember? that one night? M: "every time i get a new message i always get butterflies" J: "you get butterflies?" M: "everytime<3" J: "good..im not the only one(:" remember? remember? us? yeah.. Me? You? Together? The kisses? The hugs? The long talks? The little arguments? The make ups? Our song? The fun? My house? Your house? My room? Your room? The movies? Brat fest? Daycare? The park? Mt. Olympus? Culvers? Your basketball games? Your football game? The car ride there? Highschool Football games? Highschool basketball games? remember?
Maybe it's time to change. and leave it all behind. i've never been the kind to walk the world alone. i've always been scared to try. so maybe it's time to change. i think shes saying shes found a bridge, now shes not afraid to jump.