I always get jealous when I read quotes on witty about boys being all cute with their girls all the time and saying things like "I'll always love you." "You're my everything." stuff like that because my boy doesn't do that. We talk about Xbox, and food. We don't have lovey dovey conversations all the time. Actually hardly ever do we have those conversations. I want to have them, but he doesn't. He doesn't feel comfortable expressing himself. He feels like it makes him look unmanly if he does and I would never make him do something that he doesn't feel comfortable doing. Then I realized something today, about 10 mintues ago. Guys who are always saying lovey dovey things to me kind of come off as fake, and insincere. If you say something to many times it loses it's meaning. Then I realized something else, when Myron says cute things to me and tells me what I mean to him it is the most amazing moment ever and I can tell he actually means what he's saying. If he said "I love you," constantly, all day, it would become second nature to hear and lose it's meaning. I asked him why he doesn't say "I love you," a lot or any other cute things. He said " ' I love you,' is such a tossed around phrase. People say it to everyone now and it doesn't mean anything anymore. If I say something, I want it to count." I have never truly loved anyone like I love him, and I will do anything I have to to make sure he knows that from now until the day he goes to heaven. I need him to know I will wait for him even though he lives so far, and that I will do anything to stay connected with him. Even if we never date (which I God hope we do, and that we fall in love, and omg) I want him to know I will always be here for him, and that I mean it with every fiber of being when I say I love you ... ♥