That feeling you get
When you realize you're falling for him again. The rush, the butterflies in you're stomach the glow in your cheeks, the sparkle in your eyes. Every sign is telling you to go for him, to just let go and be free again. You want to take the risk, but something is holding you back. You know how every one of your relationships has ended out before, and you don't want him to be just another one of your memories in the past. You decide to go for it, you fall hopelessly in love and can't control yourself. He says all the right things at all the
right times. He knows exactly how to treat you. You feel as though you're on top of the world and you can do anything. You get so caught up in the moment, you forget about everyone else. All you care about is him. He's on your mind 24/7 and that you can't deny. You both promise to be together forever, get married and have a family... but "I love you, babe" can only go so far. Then randomly one day he calls you saying "we needa talk.." Your heart will drop to the pit of you're stomach, and before you know it, it will be over. Everything you ever had with him will be gone and you'll cry for hours, days, weeks, months, and every moment you'll be thinking why the hell did I trust that guy? You'll blame all your problems on him. You'll say you're over him, but you will still secretly be in love with him. Then the day will come when you get over him and move on, but you will say you hate the whole male species and won't trust anyone. The you'll meet a knew boy and the one know as 'HIM' will take a new face, and the whole process will just
start all over again...♥