What was I thinking?
Chapter 2: October 2011
I started to notice and get this vibe that Drew liked me too.
That was a good thing. A great thing, in fact!
But I told myself not to get my head stuck up in the clouds.
I do that too much, get my hopes up only to be dissapointed.
One day at lunch, Amy, who's also friends with Drew turned to me and said:
"You know Drew Burkley? He told me he liked you!"
I froze. My stomach flipped and my heart was racing.
I wasn't BFF's with Amy so I tried to keep it cool.
She didn't know that I liked him and I liked it that way.
So I just said: "Oh, um ok. I thought he was just being friendly."
Why. Why. Why. Why. WHY did I say that?!?
What was I thinking?
Amy would eventually tell Drew that I said that!
I did not want to be "just friends"
I wanted more than that!
This was killing me inside.
I didn't know what to do about it.
The next day in class Drew acted completely normal.
Me? Well, I tried.
I knew he liked me now, what was I supposed to say?
Should I give him my cell number?
Does he know that I know? Does he know what I told Amy?
I felt like 1,000 pounds was on my shoulders.
This is my story, my year, my feelings.
TBC...Until next time, what_was_i_thinking
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