Help Me.
My mom grew up in Catholic schooling, and i was in Catholic School until 5th grade. I went to public middle school, and now she wants me to go to a catholic high school. So, on tuesday, im supposed to go "check it out" and shadow a freshman for a day. And i'm scared im gonna get nervous and break down. i dont wanna go. i dont wanna consider it. i dont wanna change schools again. im not the "good girl" i used to be. math got harder. im not so goody two shoes. i have a boyfriend, but he applied for a different high school and im sure he'll get in. AND i have to take a test to get in by the end of the month. my mom says itll be easy, but what happens when i fail? i cant stop crying. i dont wanna go. i had a chance to start a new life in 6th grade, and after 3 years of finally finding good friends, she wants me to go back to the straight a perfect little girl i used to be. NO. i hated that girl. she had no fun. i wanna tell her, but im afraid ill start crying and shell laugh and say its no big deal, and that i should go. fave if i should stay and keep up with the life ive spent 3 years creating, comment if i should go back to being a goody two shoes. All work, no play, but good education.
if you're still reading, ILOVEYOU.
ive been crying for 20 mins. thanks. :)