Hello Past Me,
Life does get better.
You will one day say,
With everything I have, I love you,
To a boy and he will say it back and mean it.
Stop looking for him, once you stop he will find you.
Love yourself, you're not ugly or fat, you're you. And only you can decide that for yourself.
Once you love yourself, you are unstoppable.
The loneliness, pain, darkness and tears are all worth it in the end - honest!
So get up girl, go fight another round, stare life in the face and say 'No!, I deserve better!'
Be you and you will shine.