You're going to ignore this, because it's not pretty. Because that's how society teaches people - if you aren't pretty, popular or whatever you don't have feelings, therefore you are completely ignored.
This is not for faves, I just want somebody to know how I feel and if nobody reads this I don't really mind, I just want to write how I feel. I'm not afraid to say I have major problems with insecurity. I don't sleep much because I just think about things I don't want to think about. About how, at school, my classmates probably think I'm a fail. I can't say I disagree. I've been bullied before, and I didn't do anything about it. But now I'm beginning to believe the things they said. It was all true.
I'm slightly overweight, not massively but I feel like I'm the only one in my lessons and at school. I've tried really hard to lose weight but I can't, though I try as hard as I can. People think that because I'm young, my life has no problems. I do have an amazing family and the friends I do have are amazing. I'm happy on the outside. The one thing I am good at is convincing people I'm happy.
I had to have counselling when I was ten. Even then, after the counselling, people STILL ignore me and stereotype that my life is frigging perfect. Lol, hey society, try being me for a day. Try positively hating yourself and everything you do. Try being someone like me, being broken into a million little pieces but still expected to suck it up, feelings going unnoticed.
Like I said, this is not for faves in any way. But if you read all this, thank you.