~him: "can i ask you a serious question..?" ~me: "of coursee, go aheadd." ~him: " what exactly do you want us to be?" ~me: " i want us to be the couple that everyone envies. i want us to be the ones that they look at and know for a fact that we are absolutely 100 percent happy with eachother. i want us to be what every little girl dreams of having when shes older. i just want us to be a perfect example of all those love songs and all those happily ever afters. i just want us to be the cutest thing." <3
-my best friends hate me. (for reasons unknown) -i sit in the library at lunch..because everyone hates me (again reason unknown) -my dad ignores me -my mom and stepdad yell at me everyday -ive been called every name in the book -and im always alone i dont understand the point of life? if im so pathetic and useless then why did god even put me on earth. i have absolutely no one to talk to or go to. Whats even the point anymore..?
Who would have thought, that after all we had been through in the past two years we would be saying goodbye for the final time. your gone,just like that,out of my life...its unbearable this pain that im feeling..i actually love going to school, i get to see your face, and hear your voice, but schools ending, what am i going to do them..? remember last summer when we snuck out and we talked and talked and your beautiful voice put me to sleep and you held me in your arms... thats something i miss so much, having that feeling of security of being in your arms, i miss how we would talk for hours on the phone, i miss how comfortable i was with you, but mainly what i miss the most is just having you there for me just being close to you.. i want last summer back, even though there were some bad times we worked through it.. this times different though..we cant work through it, and theres no going back to what we had.. you are and will be the only guy for me, but i cant have you. If only you knew what i was feeling...and what i was thinking...i hope your happy with your new girlfriend...i hope shes better than me.. ill always love you.</3
someone seriously help me like ASAP this guy i used to be inlove with hates me! well he has for a couple monthsnow but for months i thought i was over his but today i was looking through a folder on my phone and i guess i have a saved conversation with him and just hearing his voice brought me to tears, my friends say i should call him, or wait for him to come to me, or talk to him in school monday, what should i do? please help!! i wanna call but the closest i get is dialing his number! </3