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thestoryofagirl1995

1. thestoryofagirl1995
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   July 8, 2012 7:19pm UTC
   i came to the conclusion that im done with relationships ive been chasing them for so long and ive only gotten hurt, so i finally said im DONE im young im just gonna have fun. you said youre the same way but yet i still feel myself slowly falling for you and i dont know what to do?
   
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2. thestoryofagirl1995
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   July 8, 2012 7:17pm UTC
   my life is far from normal, it has its ups and downs but doesnt everyone? i have finally been able to admit that i need help and i finally am getting it. each day is still a struggle but for the most part ive been okay...however the past few days i have felt myself slipping back into the darkness i was in before, i dont know why, im still trying to figure so much out in my life and its never easy, and sometimes ill sit down and wonder if its all worth it or if im destined to always just be this depressed person who needs to act like someone im not, or can i finally be truely happy?
   
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3. thestoryofagirl1995
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   May 31, 2012 6:59pm UTC
   last night i let so much out. i said things that i never even said to myself outloud, but yet i found myself sitting on my porch with my mom pouring my heart out more then i ever had to anyone in my life. i just sat there and let myself cry i didnt even try to hide out because for once in my life i just didnt care who saw me breakdown and have my walls down, for the first time i really let someone in and it scared me a little bit. i feel closer to my mother more than i ever had and i couldnt be happier.
   
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4. thestoryofagirl1995
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   May 24, 2012 10:28am UTC
   BROKEN GIRL
   As I lay here in the darkness a tear creeps down my already mascara staind cheeks. Barely breathing, slowly dying nothing left to me but a hallow body of a broken girl. As i move through the halls like a zombie of the undead, my smile hides my darkest nights. Noone but myself can tell anythings wrong. I let noone in because my dark side will send them running. I dont need the pitty looks; I stand strong for everyone but on the inside im already broken. Nothing can save me now Im already too far gone for a life line. Let me drift away in the unknown sea its where I belong. Theres no point in harming myself because Im already dead.
   aaaaAaa
   all mine
   
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5. thestoryofagirl1995
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   May 17, 2012 10:58am UTC
   i have finally realized my best....
   will never be good enough!
   
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6. thestoryofagirl1995
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   April 23, 2012 7:23am UTC
   as i lay awake in bed thinking about how we went from the picture perfect happy family to what we are now i cant help but cry. it hurts so much because i so badly want to be one family again. i remember sleeping over friends houses and not having family dinners and wishing i was home and now we barely have a family dinner. as the famous mitch albom once said every ending is a new begininng what if i dont want a new one what if i want to start over again with the same one we used to have?
   
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7. thestoryofagirl1995
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   April 23, 2012 7:19am UTC
   i thrive to be over this and act like it doesn't bother me. i sit there and listen to you talk throwing in a few "yeahs" and "mhms" while in my head i wish things didn't have to be like this. i know your trying your hardest and you only want whats best for us but at the same time i feel like your putting yourself before anyone else. you ask how i feel about you dating again and i don't know because in complete honesty i blame you for destroying our family.part of me knows that you only did what you thought was best but at the same time i cant help but put you at blame for all the heartache. i hide so much because i don't want to hurt you with the things i feel.i keep all these things inside because i feel as if letting them out is destroying what little relationship we have. i'm so scared that if you do start dating again i will despise you, i don't know how i feel because i'm torn, i want you to be happy but at the same time picturing you with another man makes my skin crawl. i'm sorry i cant be easy going about this, but im so messed up inside.
   
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8. thestoryofagirl1995
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   April 20, 2012 5:19pm UTC
   I cant lie,
   i hate the way i look, i hate my body everything. i feel like I'm ugly fat and will never be good enough for anyone and every time someone points out a flaw i already clearly know i have its like a punch in the face. I`ve barely been eating and i lost 4 pounds but i so badly want to lose more so much more. i wish i could change everything about me that i hate but i cant. i know i always say embrace your imperfections but its so hard when you hate them so much.
   just venting
   
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9. thestoryofagirl1995
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   April 13, 2012 10:19am UTC
   im going to freak out today, my best friend and i have been fighting all day and yesterday, why? because he feels the need to insert himself into my familys money problems, telling me that they screwed me over in life and basically that im going nowhere. i hate fighting with him but every time we get in a fight im always the first to say something to him to fix things and i dont know if i should wait for him to say something or not but if i say something first im giving him all the power and hes not gonna learn. i really dont know what to do...any advice?
   
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10. thestoryofagirl1995
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    April 11, 2012 8:58pm UTC
    Have you ever liked someone so much that when you see them your heart goes a mile a minute? Or what about when they hug you and you get butterflies and walk away blushing with the biggest smile youve ever had? What about when you find out they like someone else and you wonder why God would make you feel this way just to get hurt? Maybe its because even though he likes someone else, you should show him everything you have everything that makes you well you, and hopefully he will feel the same way you do, but how do you know that everything will work out? How do you know that youre not gonna get hurt. i guess that is a chance you have to take no matter how much it scares you.
    
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11. thestoryofagirl1995
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    April 11, 2012 8:38pm UTC
    im so scared, instead of staying in highschool next year, im dropping out and getting my GED, and im terrified beause the second i get my GED im no longer just a teen in high school im offically a citizen of society. i will have real responsibilites, and i fear i will be a screw up and one mistake may ruin my life and that scares me to my core.
    
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12. thestoryofagirl1995
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    April 10, 2012 12:31pm UTC
    i wish, i could be everything you want in a daughter, smart, open and more like you, however im not and im sorry. i wish i could do better in school and talk more openly about my feelings, i wish i loved to party and be like all the other kids instead of an outcast who is friends with the people who get made fun of by people you would of been friends with. im sorry im not a party girl. im sorry i cant be everything you want.
    
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