hi. my name is adele.
i am 16 years old and today is my last day. there's
nothing left for me on this earth, and i simply don't
want to be here anymore. now, i know i'll probably
get a few comments saying something like "you're
young" or "don't do it, i know how you feel!" well
guess what? you don't know a damn thing about
how i feel. or about what i deal with on a daily basis.
so don't try to tell me that you do. no one will ever fully
grasp what everyone else is feeling. i'm tired of going to
school every day just to get bullied and made fun of.
i hate walking into a place i'm really not welcomed, yet
try so hard to fit in. i didn't ask to do the weird things i do.
i try my hardest to get good grades, yet that isn't good
enough, now is it? i want to impress my parents, but trying
my best, isn't good enough for them. the expectations of
everyone is so frikin hard to deal with. i just can't seem to do
it anymore. having to deal with the same crap day in and
day out. having to be someone i'm not. i'm tired of it. it really
doesn't matter how many times i go into the hospital to get
help, i always end up feeling like this. i'm not ready to testify
to the bad things that have happened to me, or to even face
the man it happened with. i'm tired of the lies i hear daily
about how life is worth it, or how things will get better if i give
it time. because i've been waiting years and years to be truly
happy, but it never comes. it will never truly come in my eyes.
happiness is fake, and i'm done living a joke.
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