You're unhappy with your life. You think everything is going all wrong and that nothing will ever get better. You've hit rock bottom. All the bullying caused you to spiral into a deep depression. You know it's time. You go home, and write your suicide note. You head for the bathroom, open the medicine cabinet, and grab the bottle of pills. You're ready to leave, thinking nobody will care if you were gone. But you know what...you're wrong. What will your parents do when they come home to find there precious baby girl, gone? They'll start to blame themselves. Your mother breaks down. She doesn't know what because she's in such a state of shock.Your father? The one who never cries? He's been bawling for the past week, and hasn't shown up for work. Your little sister is too young to know exactly what you did..but she know's you're not coming back. You were her role model...she looked up to you. And you let her down. She sits in the corner at school, alone, every single day. She distanced herself from all her friends, and goes to therapy every day after school. Your bestfriend? She thought it was her fault for not seeing the signs. She cries herself to sleep every single night. She hasn't eaten anything in a week, and developed an eating disorder. The boy that used to bully you? He ran away from home, and hasn't been seen or heard from since. Your teacher? She quit her job because she knew she couldn't handle ever seeing another student go through the same thing. The kid you had a crush on? The one you thought would never like you back? He had a major crush on you since the third grade, but was too nervous to say anything, fearing what you would have said. Him? Yeah, he started to cut himself...every day. Everybody in the town came to your funeral. They were all in hysterics, knowing that the girl who's made a difference in everyone she knew's life...was now gone. Two years later, people still haven't forgotten what happened. You're gone. And you can't ever take back what you did. And that's the problem. Suicide isn't the answer. Nobody ever deserves to be in that much pain where you feel the need to kill yourself. Life is so precious, and you have so much more to live for, than to give up your life because of the things people say to you. Think of all the things you can accomplish in the future. Middle school, and High school are such a small chapter in your life, and in the future, you can look back and think to yourself, 'You know what, I made it'. Because you did. If you think nobody cares you are certainly wrong. Because people do care, and if you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I'll be here. Suicide is a permanant answer to a temporary problem. Once you're gone, theres no coming back. So chin up beautiful, because I'm telling you,
You're worth it.
thel0velyfakesmile