At night,
I lay here, with my mind cluttered with emotions.
I’m unable to process my life through my head,
so how am I supposed to move on with life in the real world?
Thoughts of that one lover I can’t forget,
thoughts of life and death,
thoughts of my family & friends unable to leave my mind.
For hours and hours at night, I ask my self “what ifs”.
What if I never did this, or that.
What if I never met this person?
Would my life be better?
I’m so lost.
And the thing is,
I’m lost in my own mind.