Please don't kill yourself over a girl! Please don't.
She is NOT just a girl. She's an angel God blessed me with. I love her, I really do. Yes, at first I was going to play her. I was looking for fun. Then I looked her in the eyes & I just couldn't do it. I couldn't do that to her. It started off as a game, & somewhere in the midst of it all, I fell in love with her. I changed so much, just so that I could have her. I deleted every girl's contact on my phone, just so that she knows I would never even consider dating another girl. The only girls I still talk to other than her are you & my sisters. & while I know there are other girls out there, she's the only one I want. I seriously pictured myself marrying her, I could really see it. I've dated other girls, but I didn't know what it was like to be in love until she walked into my life. But she didn't love me. She never loved me. She loves someone else. I don't know how to deal with this pain anymore. I can't stop crying. She broke my heart.
*actual conservation with my guy friend. I hope you two work it out ♥